No matter how far you go. You stay in my heart always

My Precious one has left To United States

Today i is the day i didnt wanted. Its the day when i have to experience The Pain.

Its a very Hard feeling.

I didnt had the chance to say goodbye to him in the airport . I didnt wanted to experience the pain there.

Nobody knows how much i love ana even i dont. Its a imeasureable love between us.

This two years without aaeta beside me is gonna be hard.

Tears coulnt be controlled when hugged him goodbye

Im gonna miss him badly

I need some time to get through it

Wish when will school start

Usually i hate to go school but now i have n

no choice to keep me occupied.

Its only 5 years since i know him But its like centuries

The bond is special

I have never went across a day without hearing ana

Even if i dun He will somehow Try to hear me

Most of all i will miss our long night chats

Those chats are not be forgotten

Those moments i sing for him and make him so touched.

Aaeta, i dun know what to tell myself to feel good

I know that you are also going through the same thing

As you said, i have everyone here but no one can be you ana

Thangachi will now wait for the day you return back

Will be waitin for ur calls.

Take good care and remember you are bringing me with you in your heart..

Dont worry na

Everything will be fine

Ayyapa, Be with him there and take good care of my Brother

Ana, as i always tell you Pravin aaetanukku Nyann than istam

take care aaetalove

will miss you badly! thangachi loves you more than anything

I AM SOOO OUT OF MOOD!

Trying to put up a fake smile

Gosh I just cant believe that Its Tmrw.

The day i wasnt waiitng for.

I am soo tensed and too worried.

Just have no mood to even have my dinner.

Anyway, sastha fiesta was great as usual.

I had many fun and all these made me forget many things in my mind.

My soo long wish came true today. Thanks to suba akka who brought me to play Swing in bishan park("Gowri akka, i play ready")

And ya As i was waiiting for ..ANA pushed me in the swing.

Even if its for a while i loved the moment ana

I am so out of mood today.

Anyway i wish my Only dearest Brotherdarling ALL THE VERY BEST TO YOU THERE.

Work carefully and take good care of urself

Eat well and remember that as i always tell you I am in your heart ana

Come back faster and i will be waiting for the day.

Many hugs and many kisses for you aaeta

Thangachi always love you and no matter what you will be the only Precious gift for me.

Take care.

No more Days Left

Just came back from Yishun. Went for some shopping and it felt soo much good after seeing everyone and it took all my worries away for a moment. Saw aaeta.. haha
It was great to see him.
Had good lunch at swensens and lots of icecream for today..
Bought Levis jeans together with Nandy..
haha
We are gonna wear it for tmrw.
Excited for tmrw and i am really waiting to see ANA.
He still owes me a big hug and a kiss
I cant wait to get it form him
Have to wake up early tmrw to go ANG MO KIO
Anyway there is no more days left aready.. No MORE!
Monday ana is gonna leave..
It still strikes me moments after moments
I will still miss you ana
Your words always touch me. And i know i mean lots to you.
You too na..
So pack all ur things and get all ready.
And keep a little space to bring me along there.
hahha
I love you Aaetadearest

One more dAY

Is it possible if the day dun comes.
haha
Anyway, I am soooooooooooo notmyself for almost more than one week.
I dont really know the reason but i know that i am bothered by things around me.
I am really going to the extend of tearing for small little things happening.
Didnt have the mood for anything for quite some time. Decided to go temple instead for me to make sure im fine.
After seeing HER i feel a little better.
Haiz, Anyway i forgot about the Countdown as i didnt wanted to follow up with it since last week .
After seeing the calender i realised its like a day more left.
sooo fast.
Each time i will tell myself and think positively to feel better.
And..
E-LEARNING IS SO IRRITATING.
i DUN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING.
Its soo much better to learn in school even though i complain of Tiredness..
Wonder when will this be over.
And paranthaman annae, pls take care. drink loads of water. you will definetly be fine.

And Ana,
Soorry if i have disturbed u in any way.
I am really trying my best ana. Not tried but still trying.
i WILL MAKE SURE AND WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE FINE.
I have no choice na
Cos i love ana soo much.
I just pray that no matter what i will never leave ana and go.
You will be my precious one forever.
I love you aaetapravin!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I CANT SEE YOU IN PAIN

Had a good day with Dearest Aaeta.

Happy news School is closed for a week. hahah. Can sleep and can see Ana everyday. yea!

Hopefully we go play swing tmrw. haha. I know im irritating ana Tolerate me for a few days..

So happy to see you today. I dun know but i really felt like seeing you today again.

Hope your fever is better after seeing me. haha..

As usual i am Tensed and worried and even more worried for him..

I hope everything will turn better faster.

God always has the right things for us and he knows the best for us.

Dont worry ana darling.

It makes me tear each time i see you upset.

You are not in my mind but in my heart always..

I am here ana for you

I will be here for you till i am on this earth ana

Dont worry ana

Thangachi will always be here for you at all times.

I might not be able to solve your problems but atleast make the effoet for you to feel better.

I know that for the past few days i have bben a little disturbing, calling you and coming down to see you.

You know that i dun do that .. But i had no choice.

I wanted to see you and i want to see you everyday.

Just to make sure you are fine , make sure my Ana is fine.

I will keep with me forever ana

Dun take to heart all those things i tell you.

Its all for fun and i know ANA LOVES ME AT ALL TIMES.

Its just that i dun know how to talk properly and react to things..

See ya tmrw and rest well today.

To tell you again. NO ONE CAN SIMPLY REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART. EACH TIME MY LOVE FOR YOU INCREASES AND ANA YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS ONE. I LOVE YOU AT ALL TIMES. GOD BLESS YOU ANA ..HE WILL BETHERE FOR YOU.

Republic Poly has a confirmed case of two H1NI cases..

hahah..
Knew it.
Ramesh pls dun be so happy. We still need to go School man. hahah
Anyway soo glad that i met Sithi.. Its been quite some time. I missed her
Then even more excited to see My Precious one. Had fun seeing him and hanging around the fitmess area..
Bought him some finger food from Macdonald and his favourite BLUE CORAL!! hahha
Suprisingly Akka jes and devan came there. hahah..
Then attai came to fetch me there to head down to VIVO CITY. haha
Had fun with children and lots of eating today..
So sick of Macdonalds aready! hahah
Gonna meet ANA tmrw.
Must help him pack myself inside the luggage. haha
Anyway days are decreasing
I have actually stopped my countdowns.
I had enough and i dun wanna see the days being decreased each day.
It is making me Worried and even Tensed..
Its something that make me easily tear.
So no more.



Anyway aaeta i just want to tell you that I am here for you na.
I will try my best to make u smile.
I will go to the world's end to make u smile ana..
God bless you na.
ANJENAYA, GIVE MY ANA THE STRENGTH TO TAKE THINGS EASILY. BE WITH HIM AND SHOW HIM THE BRIGHTEST WAY ALL THE TIME.
I love you anadearest!



I LOVE THIS PIC SOO MUCH!

Its 12:26AM. haha.

I just felt like blogging.
TOday was a day i wont forget in my life.
A day filled with love, emotions, care, and surprises.
To tell I AM JUST GONNA MISS MY BROTHER SOO MUCH .
I cant imagine simply cannot.
But to also seeing all those relatives ,loved ones, siblings worrying for him make me tear.
Even his sweet parents are gonna miss their Precious son for two years.
But its just NINE DAYS MORE. And its gonna be 8 and lesser by the days.
What am i going to do?
Simply cant imagine the days where i wont be waiting for ana's calls.
No more looking forward and the song wont be played on my phone till he comes back.
I am goona mIss you big time.
But remember na, I am in ur big heart. You are bringing me with you.
Make sure you take care.



Ok, Photos will be uploaded soon.
I really need to get to bed.
Got to wake by 530 to reach yishun.
So gudnite world.





I WILL LOVE YOU AND WILL KEEP YOU BY ME TILL I AM ON THIS EARTH MY PRECIOUS BIG BROTHER.
YOU ARE IN ME AND THIS THANGACHI OF YOURS WILL MISS YOU.
COME BACK FASTER TO SEE UR THANGACHI GROWN.

UNN KANGAL IILAMAL EN KANGAL PARKUMOA?
UNN KALGAL ILLAMAL ENN KALGAL POGUMOA?
EN VANAM VIDIVATHM PAGAL MUDIVATHUM UNTHAN PARVAIYAL...

Happy Birthday Akkadearest!

I AM SOOOO SLEEPY!!!
hahah. No matter how much Rest i take i still use to Complain.
I guess i am not going school tmrw. I am sotired!
I might sleep tmrw. haha
Today's module actually sucked my blood.
It was all about Physics and i hate it soo much.
Lecturer was so surprisingly Lenient today.
Anyway, Test today was fine. I was a little sleepy when doing but i managed to finish it.

This week is gonna end soon. Haiz.
Its Getting me Worried!
Anyway Father's day is coming. I dont know what to get Appa.
Maybe a hug will do i guess. hahaha I am terribly Broke for this time.

Heard that Vasantham Star auditions are coming. Still thinking whether to join. hahah
Have some songs in my mind.
Haven decide yet
Need to consult Vadi annae.

Thats it for Now.
AND I LOVE ANA !



PS:12 MORE DAYS

Excited yet worried

Its Been Quite long since i blogged and i have decided to blog today.
Holidays are coming to a END! HAIZ.
Tmrw is the only day i can rest and THATS IT. haha
My normal routine of dragging myself to school in the morning is back.
Anyway Weekends was good and still going good.
Went to meetPraveennaaaaa..
haha. I missed her badly.
Glad to see her today. It has been some time since i catched up with her.
We had a great dinner. Thanks to Elam uncle and Aunty.
Was great spending time in Gaya's house.
The dogs were so adorable.
Especially Princess. haha. Gaya, I pack her and go home ok?
She reminds me of mine last time.
We had good food. Sweet icecream and also looking at all those old albums of gaya.
haha. We still remeber your MISS INDONESIA PHOTO. HAHHA
I miss ur smile gaya.
Come back faster. We both have lots to share with you.
Must go cycling. hahha


Miss you and all our Nonsense in School
I still remember those times when we use to play badminton. Most of the time the shuttle will fly and drop on the floor instead of we hitting it. haha..
Come back faster gaya lets have fun together. We both are waiting for you.
Study hard and all the best for you Exams.


And about me ,
Nothing so special ,still moving on.
School is gonna start and i got to be commited in work again.
16 More days and its very fast.
I still use to remember when my counting down was at 50 days.
Its just too fast.
But remembering what Elam uncle told me,
Its gonna be great for ana
He is going to learn new things and come back with new skills.
Its all good for him
I am just telling myslef all this to make sure im fine and not remind myself with this.
Its bond filled with lots of love and care and that make so Scard and worried when he has to leave and stay there for Two years.
But again its all for his own good future..
All the best ana.


And i cant wait for the special day.
I am done with the things but still have something special to do.
Should be done by next wednesday. I will try.
And thats it for now.
Toodles.


*Enjoy ur trip Praveena. Take care.

Igottobestrongatalltimes

One week of Hols Have ended or its gonna be ending In about few hours time.

Started off with camp and it went well. Had a great break and made new friends. It was a great Oppurtunity.

Saturday went out with My Precious one

I brought him for A movie and a Lunch treat.

Felt so good. We really had a good time. I remember all those precious little moments with ANA.

The singing the eating the disturbing the love. I love the day and i love him lots.

I hope he loved it too despite those times i Actually compalined about his "SMALL APPETITIE" HAHA

Went temple in the evening and felt good seeing HIM.

SWAMY SARANAM.

Its sunday today and to tell it wasnt my day.

Sometimes i cant take the fact that i am too emotional nowadays. Getting too sensitive.

Things are getting out of my hands.

But thank you ANA. You made me know again that you love me soo much.

Atlast ur big hug and that Loving Feeling of urs get me going a little. I felt better na.

I remember ur words and i will be strong ana.

I just didnt know what to do until i saw you today.

You are my god;s biggest precious gift ana.

I wont give you to anyone ana

I will keep u in my heart always.

You are there for me always and i know that well.

Aaeta, I love you.

Thangachi loves you ana

SOOOOO much .

No one can simply replace you in my heart. You have made the mark on me ana.

Remember i am always in ur heart looking upon you and telling you

"THANGACHI LOVES YOU ANA."

I willmiss you Ana.

Unnai mattum sumanthu nadanthal uyaram thooram thaeriyathu

unmel mattru oru Poo vilunthal ennal thanga mudiyathu

*Dun kill me By your words pls*

I am not in the state of Listening to you and agreeing with you.

Try to understand. Thank you.

God Bless