Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Emotions


Analyse too much,
Worry too much,
Fear too much,
Cry too much.
All these have got to end..
Don't worry, I'm alright. Just give me some time to get over some stuffs.
I'm more senstive, and I take a longer time.
Just pardon my retarded-ness..

Its gonna be back to schoooolllll

This week has been Alrite..
Next week Im back to school aready..
No more sleeping long hours,
No more Drinking coffee with digestive biscuits,
No more Watching Roja kootam,
No more Dancing at home alone..
And i will miss Talking to ana online!

Fiinally Five weeks are gonna be over..
School here i come!
With many expectations and new environment i am kinda excited about it..
Theemathi is on the way..Om sakti
Cant wait too

The most Exciting will be Saturday
The finals of Vasantham Star
I cant wait to know our vasantham star 2009..
Its gonna be a blast evening
I cant wait to hear our whole recording and start practicing for it
It starts from tmrw where i have to report back to mediacorp for some Issues regarding finals
All the very best To My vicky annae and Siva mama..Rock the stage
Its very exciting to see all my Contestants back..
Many things to be done..

AND, Praveenaaa, Faster come back dei..
Waiting for ur arrival dearest..
Lets Swing! hahaha



AND FINALLY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GOWRI AKKA!
I HOPE U ENJOYED UR DAY!
GOD BLESS YOU!
I LOVE U AKKA!!

I might be the world to you but how true are u in your words.
Its hard to decide..Anyway i still keep u with me
Yenthan Nenjil Neengatha Thaendral Neethana??!!
Thanks for being there alwys Friend! Love ya

Friday, September 25, 2009

Ur happiness lies in my happiness!

Today was great to spend my time with Girlfriend!
It was after long we had time together for a long time
Swinging..Lunch..Singing..Arcade and many!
It was Soo fun with her
I am gonna miss her for two weeks
So have a good trip dearie
Will be waiting for u to be backk..Remember, evrything lies on Ur return! ahahha
Missing gaya too..Cant wait for her arrival.. Many things to be done when she is back! hhaha

Missing ana too..Today i didnt see the moon and i was upset and it remeinded of my brother.. I badly wanted to hear him.. so decided to ring him..Sorry if i disturbed u na.. I felt like hearing u!

Anyway, While travelling home, I had many thoughts in me..
Is relationships really important!?
Its quite confusing actually
I dun find the need to..
Isnt it quite distracting ?..
Hmmm.
Kinda Funny..


Cant wait for tmrw.. Hope for the best ! All the best to my Vasantham Star Akkas and annaes who is gonna rock the stage tmrw! God bless

ANA,
I MISS YOU!
I NEED YOU
I LOVE YOU
I WILL KEEP U IN ME FOREVER!
TAKECARE
I hope to hear you soon!


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I missed my moon

Firstly i cant wait for the Big day
Themeethi festival on oct 5th..
11 more days to go..
Looking at all those songs and videos made me feel the vibrations..
Om sakthi!
Anyway i had a great fun day with chaechi at east coast park
We went cycling today and playing in the water with sand writing lessons at the beach...haha
So fun!


I had the best day in my week..
Thanks many to her for bringing me there
We had muffins and more! haha
Phtos will tell the story..So do check out in facebook!
I love u chaechidearest
Next waiting for our ball session with GG akkas! haha
Week has been good. Painting house was great. I had fun..Loads of fun..
Kind of a family bonding too..
Deepavali mood has arrived..Many to dooo
Anyway my heartest Sympathy to patti who just paseed away! We pray that she rest in peace!
And also..I missed ana sooooo much on Tuesday..
Normally i do miss him but tuesday was just not my day i guess..
Wasnt feeling good..Really wanted to see him..Ayyapan Knows the tears i shed..
I missed him..Cant wait to see him! Miss the presence!
Cant wait for my performance on oct 9 with stan!
Still practicing..Hope it goes well..And stan, we will do our best on that day..No worries Friend!
Takecare..Missing ya Loads!
RecentLy, heard this vanam konda vennilavay song..
I really got reminded of Brother..As i always say ana, Moon is you the star is me.. Always beside you..At night i will somehow see you ..You are very far from me today..So vinillay pathai illai unnai thoda yeani illai..


Ana unnai Parthirupaen
Kalkaduka Kathirupaen
Ana vanthu seirum varai
Thaekampol nan kidapaen
ANA VANTHU SEIRNTHU VITTAL AAVI KONDU NAN NADAPAEN!
*Thats a fairytale Happening in me!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

MAGICAL SMILE AND YELLOW MOON!

Watched this Movie Called "JAB WE MET" in youtube.
It was so lovely
Really! I felt the love in the movie
So swweeet..
If you have the time Do watch! With english Subtitles on youtube.

ANyway I cant wait for October 3rd
I am performing on Vasantham Star FINALS with the rest
So excited to see everybody again
I missed my whole crew
So happy
But i will be missing my duruga akka house prayers.. Decided to go there after I Finish..
If not i will miss that!

Missing gaya lots! Cant wait for her to be back on december! Lots of plan waiting!
Cant wait for this week to end!
So bored..
I am dieting now.. haha
Guess im consuming loads of food nowadays!
AND IM IN LOVE WITH UYIRE EN UYIRAE SONG!
So beautiful the lines and it made me feel!

Unnudan irukayile nilavukum siragugal mulaikirathe
Ithuvarai nanum partha nilava
Ithanai velicham kodutha nilava

Im just confused! haha

Anyway, I MISS YOU ANADEAREST! THANGACHI IS SO HAPPY FOR UR ACHIEVEMENT!
GO ON NA! I KNOW THAT ANA IS CAPABLE! MORE AND MORE VICTORY WILL BE ON UR SIDE!
AYYAPAN BLESSES U NA! AND KEEP MY KISS OK? THANGACHI LOVES YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Second week of Holidays are ending..
Nothing so interesting..
So bored and i am so restless nowadays
Eating is my hobby now..haha
Another Three more weeks to go..

Im just upset about some people..
Very disturbing
At times i cant really say out certain things about this matter
I shared it with ana but ya i still have the disturbings in me
Why is it not clear?
Why are u bothering me when im not Interested
Can you just stop
But at the same time i dun wish to lose you
I wont forget those words and days with you..
I will always be there for you
Try to understand ..
You are still my favourite..Takecare!


Getting over issues are something im trying my best in.
I dun wish to see ana worried
He is too worried..
But i have no choice but only to Cry to him
He knows me well i guess
Anyway, Apart from all this, deepavali is coming
Im excited
Theemathi is on the way
I cant wait

Im missing ana
Wished he was here with me
Nevertheless, Chaechi made me feel so loved at times.
Thanks to her..
I miss bajans.. Must be in action soon..
I miss all my akkas and annaes..
I miss my vasantham crew
I miss KASTURIIIII! ROCK ON GIRL!
and again I MISS MY ANA SOOO MUCH!

Thanks praveena, You were there when i need someone
I enjoyed my day with you
For a moment i forgot the world
Will be waititng for the next Meet up..
Takecare

Fow now i will try to be a bookworm to kill my boredom!





Monday, September 7, 2009


Basically this post will be quite long i guess
So read it patiently ok?
Things are going good on my side
Except some unwanted things which i dun wish to mention here

Anyway, Met my Chaechi on Friday
I was so excited to see her
We went Bugis i met her there
Went to do Her temp rebonding .. haha
Then went for lunch at junction!
It was good
I had yong tau foo!
hahaha
CRAVINGS!


Then a small walk down to shops.
Chaechi bought me a sper girl shirt!
Yea i cant wait to wear it!
haha

Then bubble tea time
then small talks
then went to raffles hospital to get some things from Aunty!
Then went to mrt to wave her byebye!
I missed her loads that day!
She is just too sweet to be with!
I cant imagine being so bonded with her in a short while
I love to hug her!
I love her kisses!
It makes me feel so loved!
I see my ana in her at times!
I loved my day with her
Cant wait to see her again!
Then at night went over to meet sithi sitaappa
I was so excited to see them too
Slept at mama house and in the morning when over to do out the preparations for mass bajan!
it was good
I find it so exciting
It was so tiring but i love my day too
I went back home at around 830pm
Soexcited for the next day
Yesterday was a blast!
SASTHA PILLAIGAL 10 THE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH MASS BAJANS AND CULUTURAL SHOW!
I LOVED MY DAY!
We were all so tired but it was all for our achievement made at the end of the day!
It went so well..
Pictures are all on facebook!
I had a good day!
Bajans were all great!
Food was happening until i was too full and due to that i had to vomit! hahaha
Funny!
Now im resting at home actually!
So bored!
I dun know how i am gonna spend my another four weeks!
And as usual i cant wait for ana to be back!
March 2010 will be the month i will be awating for
Not for him to come here and punch me for all those naughty things i did
For me to run and give him a BIG HUG AND MY SWEET KISS!
I Am missing aaeta so much!
I want to hug him and say how much i missed him
And watever is it ana, u are kept in my heart very long ago.
I cant remove it
ANTHA KADAVUL VANTHU KAETALLUM YEATHIRPAEN THARAMATEAN!
I LOVE U ANA

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

YOU ARE PRECIOUS!







*Looking at this photo makes me always feel so pampered by him! My favourite photo!

I loved my day today!
haha
Love my both GG AKKAS!
Anyway, Camp was unexpected
Had a fall
Hmmm
Anyway i missed home so i had to come back!
For the past one day i was missing my brother so much
I had tears when i had to think about our times we spent together
The number of unlimited hugs he use to give me when i need his love!
I will run going to him to get his kiss and hugs
I really miss him loads
Yesterday was a day i missed him loads
Tears will tell the love i have for him
Surprisingly i heard him at around 33oam
I only remember saying I MISS YOU ANA to him
Hahha
I was deep in sleep!
Ana was so sweet to say that he felt like hearing me so he called!
Thas something i like from him
It shows the love he have for me
I realised now that he loves me sooo much than wad i do!
Having him is something i need to thank god each day
I always dun fail to pray for my ana!
Make sure he is fine there at all times
Glad that now dinesh annae got webcam so all at home can also see him!
So haapy for aunty and accha and dinesh annae
I wonder how much they miss aaeta
No words for that
Finalyy i got to sing him the song i wanted to today
I practiced ad yes it was a sucess
isnt it ana?
Its onam today and ya its the song for the day
Wonder when will he be back
Cos i just cant wait for the next year to come
I miss my ana's kiss the most
His songs and love always keep me smiling
I miss u na
so much that no words to tell u how much
My tears will tell!
I WANT to run to you and hug u tightly and tell u how much i missed u for this couple of months
When will the day come?
Iwill pray to ayyapan to make the day come fast!
I love you ana
I love u always ana
Keep listening to my teddy bear and it will make ur day!
Take good care pravin dass
YOUR LITTLE NAUGHTY ONE LOVES U ALWAYS!