Firstly Its Been Solid SIXTY DAYS since my brother left for US!

Hmmm, Thats quite fast
At times thinking the days being passed so fast and the number of days i didnt see him
God gave me the strength to hold back my tears
Anyway he is doing good there
God bless him all the time
I will never forget to pray for him everyday
I really miss him loads at times.
Tears of Missing him will never be missed each day!
glad that at least i get to see him on webcams
I love my ana so much!








Holidays are here!
Arghhh
Five weeks
Im gonna be bored!
Thinking whether to go work or not!
Seriously i love staying at home
Lets see! :)
Things going good on my side
Realising that im growing..
Ya ana, im growing
Seeing u tear really tells me that u have seen me so well since the day i was thirteen!
I miss my Vasantham star crew!
Tmrw is the seocnd round and i wish all the best to the others!
ROCK ON GRP B!
*ILOVE YOU ANA!

and CONGRATS MY AKKAJES..CANTWAIT FOR YOUR BIG DAY!

Remember, i must pour panner k!

MISSING YA SO MUCH AKKA!

The journey ended with a amile on my face!

Its the end of my VASANTHAM STAR JOURNEY on the August 22nd 2009!

I wasnt expecting as i really wanted to perform another week

Unfortunetly i coudnt get in

I was very upset

I felt like an stupid For a moment

Cant even sing well

It was my fault and not anyone else.

I was nervous and i knew my mistakes there

I cried but later on i realized

Its really not easy to stand there infront of cameras, 1000 of audiences and judges

I came down far and i had to leave the competition

In this journey i learnt many things

Not only singing but also some life lessons to know

I miss my Akkas and Annaes there

thanks loads to everyone there .. they were just to sweet!

Thanks stan! you were there when i need a shoulder!

So nice of them to take good care of me at all times

Lots of pictures, gossips, fun , laughter, emotional moments are all gonna be missed!

It was a fun journey

I had the experience of Mediacorp

Many fun moments to be cherised!

Its ok i will never ever give up my passion and my love for music

Will continue my Sangeetham and be a better contestant like what duruga akka said!

I must really thank ALL MY LOVED ONES who came just for me on the 15th august to support me

Without them i would just be soo nervous

Trust me after seeing them i had the confidence in me

All my sastha pillaigal was there

Very grateful for them

I really owe them many

And mama, You have trained me , taught me many things and ya i did my best.

So sorry i coudnt do that well

But i really appreciate ur words that u tell me each time

I was very confident becos of you and ur encouragement

Thank you MAMA!

Thanks many to Mamadearest and attai for coming down for me also

So sweet of them!

Sithi and sittapa have never failed to be there for me

Gowri akka thanks loads for that beautifull banner

I really adore the banner

Gejax akka thanks many for ur support

YOu dun fail to make me smile

Nandy , i must really thank you for the encouragement and ur msges..

Love ya

Duruga akka: She never fail to cheer me up
She screamed for me when i was on the stage

I saw that! haha

So supportive and Loving. she mean lots to me cos i only know how much she was there for me at times!Mummy and daddy thanks for the love and care

Daddy, thanks for ur banner at home! haha

VADI ANNAE.. I MUST Thank u for giving me the oppurtunity to know my talent

Without u annae i woundt gone for the auditions

Your support was there since the start

I really appreciate it

I love you annae!

You are Very Special to me

Not forgetting my Brotherprecious,

He wasnt here to see his little one perform but nevertheless he didnt fail to watch over me form there

I got his full support and his blessings from there

I was extremely upset when he wasnt here

He wasnt here to share my happiness with me when i finished my performance that day

Never theless i always see him in me!

Ana, You are first one i cry to when i coundt control myself cos only you can make me feel better and you know it urself

I really missed u at those times

I am missing many now ana

Tears just roll down when i think about those times i use to lie on ur shoulder and cry out my feelings

How i wish you are with me now

I will be waiting for ur arrival aaeta

And as you always say YOU ARE MY NUMBER ONE FAN

Yes, i have many people as my new fans but watever na you will never be moved from that deep place in my heart!

You are irreplaceable just like me to you na! hehe

Takecare

I miss you PRAVIN DASS!

FINALLY

I JUST WANNA WISH MY SINGER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SINGER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNAE

THANGACHI LOVES YOU!

GOD BLESS YOU!

vasantham STAR!

Finally my first round is done!
Omg, it was a freaky experience i had!
But i loVed the day soo much
Photos are in facebook.
so many thanks to all the akkas and annaes there and you too stan!
they gave me the encouragement!
thanks to GTA ANNAE
He made me realise that i can do it
AND
Seeing all my loved ones there for me made me smile brightly
My fear was brought away when i saw them cheering
I must appreciate everyone who came down for me
So sweet of all of them
Thanks gowri akka and my singer for the beautiful banner!
it was so sweetlooking and i loved it soo much!
it might be my last banner for vasantham star, who knows! but i will treasure it!
Feel like giving a hug to all now!
SASTHA PILLAIGAL have given me the support always.
Mama, sorry for upsetting u but i did my best there! i hope for the best!
Without their cheering i would have been so scared
they were there and made me go well on that day!
I did my best and i will see the outcome of it on coming saturday..My results show!
I am prepared for anthing and as Duruga akka said ayyapan knows the right path for me!
Put It to him
Many thanks to all who voted!
So nice of all of them
I appreciate it alots!
I missed my ANA badly on saturday!
Evryone was here except for him
Very upset and i teared many times due to this!
How i wish he was there to share the happiness of cheering for me!
I am still waititng to send him the video!
Wait ah na. Will send you soon!
Anyway na, I am sorry!
I didnt know it will affect you soo much!
I almost teared when you said NO BANU ..NO ME!
how come na u love me this much
i didnt know u loved me sooo much
Dont worry na i will be with u
i want you see me grow na
you have been there when i needed you
you are mine!
But watever is it ana i can still tell you that THINGS DUN REMAIN!
Its not in our hands!
But i will keep u!
Nan yarrukagum unggalae vitukodukamateean!
Ennoda ANA ennaku mattum than! remember na!
enadhu selvam nee, enadhu vaRumai neeizhaiththa kavidhai nee,
ezhuththu pizhaiyum neeiraval veLicham nee,
iravin kaNNir nee
enadhu vaanam nee, izhandha siRagum nee
NEE thooki vaLLartha thuyaram NAAN!
I LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER AND I MISS YOU LIKE NO OTHER WOULD NA!
COS I HAVE U SO DEEP IN ME!
TAKECARE!



**VASANTHAM STAR I LOVE YOU**

MISSING YOU NA

Two more days left. My god cant imagine. Practices are going good

Following what mama told me

Doing my part

Wardrobe selection was like so irritating.

Couldnt get anything small for me.

Arghhh

Today got to go back to find something nice!!

Getting so nervous as the BIG DAY approaches!

I just love being with all the annaes and akkas there.

So fun

Each and everyone are fun to be with

And saravanan annae stop saying u wanna kidnap me ah! haha

Anyway i am missing my ANA so much this week

This whole week i didnt hear him

I am so upset

Guess he is busy

Not even a reply to my mails

How am i gonna sing to Sing to him before i go on stage!

Yesterday i felt the pain of missing ana

Tears just filled my eyes when i dont have him here with me

Many people are coming in my lives now and i am so scared!

Ana, I am just scared

Keep me with u na

Dont leave me ana

Keep in touch with me NA

No matter what i still keep u in my heart

Our bond is so precious that i can bear to lose it anyway!

Takecare

Your thangachi is missing you badly

Work carefully

I LOVE YOU PRAVIN DASS!

**Waiting for the day to sleep on ur laps ana!

Next week is my Turn there

I just cant imagine myself

Went for the first round and it gave me the confidence

But still worried

I want to do my best in this

I will practice hard for this one week left

Mama, thanks for those encouraing words, it makes me go and yes will do my best in this.

lots of comments from people makes me feel good and the support is there from them

I cant wait to perform and get the comments frpm everyone

Will practice hard and do my level best

Ayyapa, be with me and give me the courage in heart

I need u so much.

I love you Swamy!

School is gonna end in a week time

Exams are coming

I got to prepare that too

Lots of things in my mind

Hope to get those unwanted things out soon

Feel blessed during aadi masam and those blessings make me feel good during bajans

I am happy to say i have loved ones beside me here to tell me and show me how much they really love this naughty girl..

Anyway, im missing my ANA so much

i have not been seeing him or hearing him in webcam

I guess he is also busy and i too have no time for myself

ANyway na, i just wan to tell you that im sorry!
Till then takecare!

ILOVEYOU ANA!

**I CANT TAKE OFF MY EYES FROM THIS PICTURE. THIS IS MY DESTOP PHOTO AND I REALLY DUN KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE ANA COS ITS JUST PRICELESS!

I MISS YOU BIG BROTHER!

Yes Pitching is done for this week.
Show is on August 15 live On vasantham central.
So excited but a little nervous when thinking of the stage!
ahhaah
Practices with mama was good.
I can see that i have improved a little..
Yesterday i felt that i was better..
Wasnt afraid and i did my best
Will still keep on practicing..
More to be done to be perfect..
Just hope that i can make it to the next round..
All my loved ones are by my side with me
The full support that they give me makes me so loved
Not everyone is blessed with loved ones
Always wanted to thank Gowri akka and gejax akka.
They actually did a list of songs for me to chose from
Many discussions
Their support for me really make me motivated
Thank you akka(I miss the swing)

Sastha chellam(ALL MY AKKAS AND ANNAES)
They have been there all the time
As Ana told Once i see them there cheering for me all my nervouseness will be gone.
Pretty exciting to be involved in this things
I feel so glad at times
But it nvr to easy!
And ya never will i forget my loved ones who brought me this far!
And ana, No matter you are my first priority not VASANTHAM STAR!
You more important
Dun worry sit there and watch me and i will make u proud!
I am missing you ana


Cant wait for FRIDAY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY!
Wohohooo
Simply cant!!
so exciting!
Thats it for now
Toodles!

Many upsetting issues disturbed me for some time

i guess im much better today after seeing that pretty amma in Ana house
She gave me the confidence and the strenght in my heart today

Yes my pillar of strenght..

Not forgetting my AYYAPAN
My bestfriend who listens to me whining at all times
Be with me ayyapa, Show the confidence in me and give me the strenght.

I really love you so much ayyapa.

Ayyan arul oondu endrum payam illai..

I hope to do well..

And yes, So glad to see that my loved ones are there for me

Very gifted to have people like this in my life

Thats definelty god's gift

Those little encouraging words make me really tear

For always being there i owe u loads loved ones

And yes, Ana i thank god for listening to me at times

Whenever i feel like hearing you somehow i have the chance to hear you

Thats love ana

haha

So upset when i watched the movie today

iT REMINDED OF YOU AND I CANT STOP MY TEARS

God's grace you called me..

I miss youterribly aaeta

Take care

Thangachi loves you so much!

Cant wait for tuesday band practice and ya many other things too.