JUST A LITTLE SCARED

Ok i am back form school today a little Earlier.

There's is this CCA Fair going on in school actually. Tmrw thought of going around to check out the CCAs with Debbie..

School is fine, This is my Second week and i feel a little better with the surroundings.

My class is fine and im getting to know each other in school a little better each day.

Trying my level best. And Doing presentations is another headache. But each day My confidence Grows and be better in presenting. I scored "A" For my enterprise Module Actually. haha Kind of an sucess. But a "C" For my science Module. Soo sadddd. But nvm la i have room for improvement still.

And for now The Favourite Line of mine is 'Afterall my life is not a Fairytale" haha.

Yes its not a Fairytale...

And , yesterday i just wasnt myself. Lots of thinking has been going through mymind. I just cant stop or control my emotions when i think of Ana leaving to US IN 63 MORE DAYS!

The countdown kills me Mentally! I almost teared yesterday looking at our photos in school while i was having my break. And i had to text ana a EMO msg! haha

I dun know how to tell myself. I am scared, thats it for now!

Hmmmm, And Ana, i love you soomuch.

I know that and i will fufil all ur little dreams that you have about me.

Idun know but i just feel like hugging you and to tell you that I LOVE YOU ANA!

I Want to see aaeta. I miss you. I need your hug and ur kiss. That will make me go normal atleast for a while. Thangachi loves you na no matter wad!

*Kannukulae unnai vaithaen en ANA

Nan Kangal Mooda mattean en Aaeta.

Neega than yen Santhosam

Neega paesum paechaellam naan kaetkum sangeetham

Malai megamai urumaaravaa?

Unn vaasal vanthu uyir thoovavaa?

Manam veesidum malaraagavaa?

Unn kathiL vanthu thinam Padava?

Kannaaga karuthaaga,Unnai kaapin uyiraaga,

Unnai kandaen kalainthaen kalanthaenae,

Ada unnul urainthaenae,

Indra yennul maatram thanthaayae,

Unnai endrum maraivaenae!

I LOVE YOU BROTHERDEAREST!

CONGRATS ON UR PROMOTION! IM HAPPY FOR YOU! AND YOU OWE ME A CHOCOLATE!

PS:63 MORE DAYS

Arghhh i am damn Sleepy!

Now is my break time so i decided to blog.

Yesterday went for Muthu Annae's Birthday Party.

It was fun seeing Him being Blindfolded ...

But i guess it was a great Surprise for him..

The cake was soo delicious! haha

I bought him a card and Perfume..

And the best thing yesterday was Muthu annae was supposed to say "SORRY BANU " FOR 21 Times to me for all those nonsense he did to me for the past 5 years.hahaah.

I was flying in cloud Nine!hahaha. It was so damn SURPRISING To see himsaying Sorry to me. hahaha. But i felt bad lah actually..But NEVERMIND!!! I know how i felt when he used to bully me like nobody's business!

It was fun At the Dam. haha.

AND Monday is here and i dragged myself to school in the morning..

Damn Sleepy and today Is Maths Module.. Arghhhh

Cant wait to go home and SLEEEEEEPPPPPPP!

**64 More days

Ps: Ana, im sorry if you think that i made you upset or something.

But i still love you no matter what na.

ILOVEYOUAAETA!

YEA Its Saturday! haha
A Day which i was excited about. But all my plans was just washed away.
So upset.
Anyway, Bought a new phone. FINALLY! (Akka jes should know why. haaha)HAHAH
Quite happy with it lah actually.
Anyway School is fun. Among all my Facilitators i Love my Enterprise Facilitator.
Mr Jacob( Not the biscuit) haha
Getting to know more friends each day.
My confidence level grows each day too.
At times i feel Sleepy Sitting down there infront of my laptob listening to lectures but it kinda interesting to learn new things each day.
I hope it goes fine all day!

Tmrw is Sunday and its My Muthu Annae's Birthday.
So Happy birthday my Muthu Annae. God Bless you all the time. Enjoy your Special Day. Thangachi Loves You.

PS:66 daysmore!

Republic Poly

Today was my first day in school.
Yes, I was Very tensed while travelling there with debra and shortlegssss
Waking up in the morning is another big problem for me now.
Its been a habit of sleeping till ten or eleven for the past four to five months...
Even sleeping earlier is also another problem for me now..
hahaha.
Anyway i made new friends like FIVE!!!! HAHA
It might be a little but its a little big for me. ahaha
Good bunch of friends and team mates
I LOVE SCHOOL ACTUALLY
haha.
But i feel tired travelling..

ANDDDDDD.....

To update certain things about myself,
Yes i am going good.
Starting my School year afresh!
I miss j. Its been so long since i saw him.
Should meet up alrites j?? hahah
AND THE BIGGEST QUESTION MARK NOW IS RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!! HAHAHA
Dun wish to elaborate it.
ANDDDD...
Once again Congrats to my Lovely Brothers out there for the Sucess!

ANA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
I MISSING YOU READIII.


Thought for the day:
Keep talking, someday you'll say something intelligent. HAHA!

PS:71 MORE DAYS

CONGRATS LOVED ONES!!!!

To tell About yesterday, I was so excited to see all my loved ones after so long!!
hahah. Each and everybody even those annaes who cant Stay without bullying me
I kinda of Missed those for quite some time.
And the good news!!
ANA AND VADI ANNAE WERE THE CHAMPIONS!!!!! HAHAHA
SO SO SO HAPPY FOR THEM BOTH!
Photos are all in facebook!
It was so good!

Dinesh annae and I also had a chance to go on the stage to sing!!! Video clip is on my facebook too
hahaha. Dinesh annae was so funny! haha

Once Again,
CONGRATS TO MY CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ANA!


PS:72 MORE DAYS

Thought Of bloggin about Durga akka's Pet Caesar

Heard that he has passed away
Seeing her Facebook made me tear
I know how hard she feels now
It makeme Think about My veran for a moment
Dogs are really Special
And for me Veran is really special
I had Fear for dogs but when i had the chance to know more about veran thats when i started to love him.
So much of love that i cant even bear him crying in pain at times due to his ear infections
I use to tear when i hear him crying
Not even a single Beat i did on him
He is precious to me
Every single day without his nose kiss i cant stay! haha
I understand Durga akka's Pain
Its ok akka ..Let caesar rest in peace! Definetly the memories you had with him wont be faded!

I LOVE YOU BOY!

To tell about the orientation yesterday, it was Boring.
Full of games.
Later part of the day it was better as i got to know all of them from our group
We were Playing and Sharing things about ourselves! haha
Met New Friends. Was goodbut i still felt uncomfortable in that new environment!
Very tiring. I felt so tired . Went Bugis with debra and geraldlyn for dinner and some shopping..
Reached home at only 10pm.
Damn tired!!! arghhh. Went to take my shower and in that tiredness i forgot to ring aaeta to tellhim imhome! Arghh
I got another scolding from him! HAHA
Then had some sharing with Mummy
Then went to bed! wooooohoo. felt So good on my bed hugging my Piglet..
hahha.Then received Vadi annae's sweet msg! haah.Then went to my own wonderland!
Woke up at 9am today.
Thanks to ana who woke me up. I managed to watch SUPERSINGER!
Tmrw i need to go Again for the last day of orientation.
Finishes only at 9 plus! arghhhh..

Saturday is coming and i cant wait to Hear My singers Sing.
haha.
AND MONDAY IS SCHOOL!!!
ps:74 MORE DAYS!

Excited

Firstly Happy Vishu to all Loved ones.

To start my day today, went Mariamman Temple in the morning

Was not so crowded. Luckily it was not so bad.

Peaceful anyway.

Then after that, went to yishun to meet Sithi

It was So long since i met her.

So excited to see her.

We watched ARUNTHATHI..

Hahah. Damn Scary! But quite a goodmovie

Then had lunch and waited for sitappa to come.

Went back to mama house.

so great to see mama too.

Then the children. haha. i missed sabrish loads!

Then had lunch at home

Waited for ana's call.

Was damn excited to see him today

We had ice cream and ana ate mine! hhaa

Then some sharings

Then headed home .

Ana gave me taxi money ..sosweet of him

He got me a Piglet Cushion too..haha So cute.

It adds to my bed now.

Miss himloads..

AND..

Tmrw is Orientation.

Cant wait to see all my friends.

Kinda Excited but still Worried!

should be fine i guess.

Ok now i am going to bed!

TOODLESS!

I LOVE YOU ANA. SOMUCH!

THANK YOU AAETA!

PS: 76 MORE MORE DAYS!

I LOVE YOU ANA!

Thanks For the day Aaeta. I love it.

I AM SORRY IF I MADE YOU UPSET!

But I Still Love you na!

It was so great and I felt so happy to see you after so long

I missed you like Crazy this time round

I just couldnt wait to see you today

I felt the happiness in me na

It was a surprise for the movie

haha. It was great.

The food too and all the sharings with you about me
Then the istana Park. hahah

Photos..

Walkings...

singing..

Rain walk..

Making me lost..

finding me in giant...

irritatting me...

Making me cry.. haha

BUT YOU MADE ME KNOW AGAIN THAT I MEAN SO MUCH TO YOU ANA! Thank you!

Even for panguni, the whole time i was just looking at the clock and imaginating and telling myself whether ana pierce areadi not whether you have start walking not whether you have finished not.

my whole mind was there aaeta

and when you told me that you carried milk for me i felt touched na

so gifted to have you with me.

i always pray to god that you must be my side for my life time na. maybe more than that!

You mean so much to me.

Sometimes my words may hurt you a little.

But to tell you i dun mean it na.

Just that I dun know how to talk properly at times

But i know that ana will still love me no matter wad.

BECOS PRAVIN AAETANUKU NYANN ALLA ISTAMANO?? HAHA

TAKE CARE NA.

DUN WORRY ALL YOUR BODY PAIN WILL BE FINE .

SEE YOU NEXT WEEK

TILL THEN

LOTS OF KISSES FOR YOU

BIG HUG

THEN YOUR NAUGHTY THANGACHI LOVES YOU!

*J, take care. See you Soon.

I MISS YOU ANA

Dear brother

so loving and kind I am so blessed

That GOD chose to make you mine.

For me, you are always there

To let me know, How much you really care

for me. Your heart for me, is always filled with love

You are a special gift Sent to me from our God above.

During the darkest of my days

You have been there for me

In so many different ways.

To Keep you by my side always and treasure you at all times.

This will always be my sincere prayer.

My dear brother, I will always love you so I just wanted you to know.

**I LOVE YOU NA**

Now That Everything Is OK. I am Back to the bored mode at home.
haha.
Writing Lyrics For songs is what i am Doing Each Day.
Singing is something i am doing everyday! haha
Cant wait for Next week actually.
THEN...
So Upset that i couldn't make it to Panguni!
I Miss ana Badly.
Cant Simply wait to see him.
I MISS YOU NA.
REST WELL OK.
THANGACHI LOVES YOU AS USUAL.



THEN..

Akkajes. Thangachi banu misses you llotss
Take Care.


THEN..

Praveena, I know that you are going through hard times
i wish that i can help you
cant see you in pain.
Take it slowly
After everything is fine
We shall Meet up.
Missing you many.

THEN..


J, its been long since i saw you
take care
sorry that i couldnt keep in touch with for some time
i wasnt well
maybe next week we shall meet up ok
till then misses many

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PA!

In This post I just Wanted to wish MY DADDYDEAREST A

VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!

Appa, you are 47 years old and you are growing older and older each year! hhaaha.

It tells me that i am also growing with you! haha

S0 in this special day of yours,

I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME

YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE THE BEST FOR ME

AND I DUN ALWAYS TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU

BUT NOW I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU PA!

GOD BLESS YOU AT ALLTIMES! HUGS AND KISSES FOR YOU!

And About me , I guess i am getting better. Thank you mummy for taking care of me so well.

This year panguni is a NO for me! HAIZ dun talk about it i will definetly CRY!

I am so upset about ana.

Sorry na i didnt know that you expected me alot!

Its ok dearest. Everybody else will be there. Our loved ones will be there to sing for you

Dun worry na. You want Velava song right?

Come next week i sing for you k.

haha.

I PRAY TO GOD EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE ON WEDNESDAY! You will be fine na!

i will be there in you dun worry!

VETRIVEL MURUGANUKU AROGARA! VALLIMANAVALANUKU AROGARA!

**I LOVE YOU AAETA!