Monday, November 30, 2009

birthday

My 18th birthday was something i didnt look forward to this year.
Dont know why. But i didnt feel so special about it.
Anyway im 18 now. haha
Cant believe that im getting Old ready.
Anyway it was fun filled day ..Just that i was upset about some things,
Kai kodupom show was great
I am so proud that im Part of it. It was a big show with all vasantham artists there.
I was so proud to be there.
Due to some time problem i wasnt able to perform on air. But it was fun experience there.
It happens and we cant blame anyone.
But i had fun..
Thankyou to all vasantham artists who made me smile..

Not forgetting my dearest

Chaechi thanks for spending the day with me
I was so touched
U made my day chaechi
I owe u loads..
I had lots of fun with you..
I thank god for that..
I had no heart toleave you and go..
I missed you so much
Thanks loads for the caramel..
I had good time drinking it..haha
Thank alot chaechi
I saw my brother..:)
I LOVE YOU CHAECHI:)



I missed you na..
I missed lots yesterday
While listening to the recording of u singing i almost teared na..
I am sorry i called u a few times. But i didnt have a choice.
Thangachi is waiting to see u na..
I got lots to tell you..
Faster come na thanagchi needs to hug you..
Ana, i love you..



Thanks alot for all those loved ones who didnt fail to wish me and brought a smile to my face:)
I appreaciate those.
Thanks for all the msges and love.
Thankyou to you too ayyapa.
I need you.:) swamy saranam:)

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Pre birthday celebrations With My GG akkas.
Gejaz akka brought us to LAGNA.. the bare foot dining at tekka.
Was great.
We had chocolate fondue. YUMMY!
Thanks akka for the treat. We had lots of fun together.
Finding for shoes and ya SHOPPING! hahah..
Had fun buying thing and as usual the little gossips and lots of laughter..
Tekka walking and appolo chellapas was fun too.
Gejax akka was the one with lots of things to bring home..haha..keep shopping..
haha
Anyway thanks loads for the day akkas. I had fun..Waiting to see yourll again..

Waiting to head down for bajans tonite
Cant wait to see AYYAPA..

Cant wait for tmrw.
God's grace i need to be at studio at 1pm..
I can go temple and then i shall go there..
I hope all turns out good tmrw.
DONT FORGET TUNE IN VASANTHAM AT 9PM TMRW..
AND PLS DONATE GENOUROUSLY.


I miss you na.
i miss the claps ana..
I wish i can see you now..
I feel like singing you a song..
I miss you so much brother.
Thangachi Loves you:)

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Swamysaranam

Its a HARD feeling..
A little childish but ya I loved you so much i guess..

Im not gonna have anyform of Communication Until You find for me.
I will wait..
There is nothing permanent except Change.
Haiz.

Anyway, Waiting for the coming week and ya My weekends with SASTHA CHELLAMS..
Waiting for the movie date With Chaechi and GG akkas..haha
AND MY KAI KODUPOM show..
Dunforget to tune in to VASANTHAM at 9pm ..
LIVE SHOW..

Waiting for the Gathering With My fellow vasantham Stars..
Before STAN goes Enlistment..
Gonna miss him Loads..Three months..I am gonna be bored without u da.
Hope to see ya soon.Takecare pandee..
Loves..:)

SWAMY SARANAM!





Will your love for me be the same Forever?

Saturday, November 21, 2009

SWAMY SARANAM


I cant wait for the next week to end.
I want to see My AYYAPA in temple.
I want to sing sing for him..
I miss him..
So upset that i cannot make it this week.But i will be fine for a longer time.
I can attend Bajans after this peacefully.
Swamy Saranam


I was thinking That I am gonna Miss my birthday celebrations With all my loved ones this year..
But as i watching Vasantham Putting all those advertisements about those who need more help in Finance. Watching those made me feel so upset.
I am not gonna have bad time there but A GREAT feeling that I'm doing it for those who need help.
So poor thing to watch people Like this.
I really hope People will donate Generously ..That will really make those people smile.
On my birthday i am really feeling Great that I'm doing something Good..
Swamy keep them in your sight also..


Looking forward to Weekends and MANY more exciting things..
Missing my SASTHA CHELLAMS alots..
Cant wait to see them..

SWAMY SARANAM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

swamy saranam

Season IS here.
SWAMIYAE SARANAM AYYAPA

In this season i pray to You Bless everyone swamy.
Keep everyone in Your eyes and Be with all those Samys Who Put Malai.
Swamy saranam.

Have started My fasting and ya cant wait for all those weekends Bajans ..
I want to feel him through all this..
Unfortunetly I cannot attend this week.
Being a girl thats the Problem..
But its Ok..My Thoughts are all on him.
Will be waiting eagerly to see HIM next week.
I love You SWAMY!


Novemeber is gonna end also..
Thast really fast..Thambi's birthday is this Sunday.. Thinking What to Get Him..
Recording has been Done for Nov 29..
It went great. Very satisfied
Waiting for The day to perform..

School is been good.
Tiirng But i have no choice but to force myelf to attend class..
Have not been feeling well for the past few days.. Waiting to get well soon..
Saturday there is a performance for a wedding..
Got to practice..

Missed my Aaeta somuch..
I miss the presence of him..
I have no choicee but to disturb him at nights and hear him before i go to bed peacefully.
I hope u are doing good with your new car..
Thangachi always love you na..I always keep u with me na..I always have ur thoughts in me..
I will nvr change my Phone or my Destop Wallpaper anything than Our Photo..
Looking at those everyday reminds me that You are with me all the time..
Take care BROTHER..

Thankyou chaechi For all those things..
I apprecite it alot..
Waiting to see you again
I miss you..
I love you MAANY!


Met My gg AKKAS..
Wah after so long we had the three of us..
But still waiitng for our last time Outings we use to have..
I waiting for our SWING SESSION..
Even if there is no more SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS For Me..
I will meet them AFTER SCHOOLL..lets goo akkas.. hahah
LOVE YOURLL MANY!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

swamy saranam

I feel the days are very fast nowadays. Soon November will come to a end too.
School is getting fine
I am coping quite well
was glad to see myself doing well for physics. I dun have knowledge about it as it didn't take it a a subject in secondary school
And nowadays i have pledged myself to sleep earlier.
Maximum 1030 i should be on bed.
I feel very restless and sick when i don't have amble time to rest and have some time for myself..


Cant wait for this weekend to end..
Cant wait to see my MAKKALs on sat( gg akkas) haha
Headache is something i am having often nowadays.
HAIZ..The pain is so killing me at times.
I didn't want to tell mummy later she will bring me see doctor.Someone i dun like to see..hahah.
Its just that i need more time to sleep..


Anyway BIrd park trip was so fun
Got a chance to see all the vasantham crew again
I missed them
Even camera man uncle..my biggest fan haha
Had lots of fun
Thanks stan and punitha akka was with me all the while..
Thanks for taking care fo me ka
And vicky anna thanks for dropping me home..
Had fun with rekha akka rajesh akka ebi anna and my siva mama..hahha
and of course my punitha akka!
And ya Gt anna..hahha thank god i had the time to spend with him..
Like u asked Who's my sister ..MEEE! I miss u anna..see ya on nov29! i cant wait

and...I realised that i am so active today
Keep doing things that i wasn't doing for sometime
I was practically the noisiest in class today..
Maybe the secret of success was the Early sleep yesterday! haha
I am gonna follow that aready..haha

Anyway things on me ae going fine
I cant simply wait for the season.
i miss my sastha pillaigal..
I am gonna spend every weekend with them aready..
I miss all my akkas and annaes..Its been some time since i saw them all..
Monday i will startt my vegetarian process haha..Its gonna be fun definetly..
Ayyapa i cant wait to sing for u Aarathi song every weekends!
Swamy saranam!

Azgai Pookuthey
Sukamai thakuthey
Adada kathilil Solamal Kolamal Oolangal Thaladuthey...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Moon i miss you

November is here.
Thats really fast...They year is gonna end..
Im gonna turn 18 soon too..
Hmmm.
I have been called to perform for the sinda project hope show on nov 29..
My birthday itself..haha..The whole day im gonna be there..
This year its gonna be a little different in celebrating it at Studio with vasantham! Kinda exciting. But im gonna miss the time i am going to spend with mummy and daddy as usual and our morning movie time with sithi and sittpa and blessings from Ravi mama and atha and kisses from Sabrish baby! Most importantly i wont be even able to see ana..
I really hope to atleast see himon webcam on the special day. I hope so..

Karthikai masam is coming and coming..Ayyapa here we come with bajans..
U are gonna be looking soo good ready..Lots of flowers, Abishegams, Archanai, and ya lots of food for u!
haha
I cant wait ayyapa to see u on every saturday and sing for u and feel you!
Here comes sastha pillaigal for u...We love u swamy..be with us and shower ur blessings to all!
SWAMY SARANAM!
And ayyapa keep veran in safe hands and make sure he has the same love now..I miss him loads!

Cant waitfor weekends and ya Our sunday outing to bird park! Im kinda excited..
I cant wait for tonite 's fun too..haha
many excting things coming my way and ya i hope all things go smooth..
I miss ana loads..I really wish i can be with him now, Hug him now, Kiss him now and cry to him and tell him how i missed him for this 131 days that has passed..Its like i cant sometimes believe that he is not here with me to share my happiness with him..normally he will be the first one to knw anything that i have been engaged! Now i feel like ana is very far from me..
he will be the one who knows how much happy i am ..haiz..god gave this space between us for some time maybe to streghten the relationship of ours..No matter what na, u will be the one who is always close to my heart na..ana yennoda ana! yarun unnai sontham kondal idaiyil vantha orimai yendral anthaykaga nan valakaduvaen! sorry at times im jealous becis i love ana so much like the distance between u and the moon! so much that it cant be measured! takegood care.i will wait to see u! just dun forget to give me a hug and kiss cos i need it badly!
Your little one always love u ana! be with me!



When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you,
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you,
When I first liked you I was afraid to love you,
Now that I love you I m afraid to lose you