I LOVE YOU AAETA!

YEAH! Its Holidays for Two weeks.

Can rest well and Gain back my Sleep only for TWO WEEKS.

I have got camp to attend for four days. Kinda excited but Still Have the Scared feeling in me as usual.

I will miss Mummy at home.

I will veran at home

I will miss Fighting with Muthu and Vicky

I will miss my Laptop.

Anyway its just for four days.

I just prepared my things and i am all ready to go tmrw.

Most of all I will miss My tigger at night. arghh

Anyway weekend was fine

Went for PADI POOJAI on saturday.

Felt so good singing and Seeing HIM

AND.

Sorry to My precious ONE

If i have hurt in anyway im sorry na

But i guess my song Made you forget all those. haha

I want to spend some time with you na

I am still so worried and it strikes me at certain times.

I dun know who to hug and cry na.

I am just telling myself so that i will feel better.

Yesterday the reason was actually this and i didnt wanted to tell you to make you upset.

Thanks to AKKAS AND ANNAS Who were there to put a smile on my face.

See ya soon aaeta and Thangachi loves you as usual.

You are precious and special to me.

I can never ever replace you in my heart.

ANIYATHIKU PRAVIN AAETAN THAN ISTAM.!

I Feel so glad watching this.
I know that its been quite long that i involved myself in praying at home in a deeper way. Eventhough i take his blessings in the morning everyday i still have the hard feeling that its been quite long since i actually involve in a deeper way due to school. Saturdays are the only days. But i always know that his blessing are always there for me. I LOVE YOU SWAMY.
Ayyan Arul ondu Endrum Bayam Illai.

Its A funny Feeling.
Hahah.


**Ana I love you**



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I SIMPLY LOVE THIS....Cant Just Stop Singing..

Brother's love is sooo Sweet

Its Break Time! Hahaha.

I eating Coconut bread. Thank you mummy ..

Today Is Friday and the week is gonna End. Yea..

So tiring and sleepy..

Cant wait to go home. But there is Guitar Practice today. Haiz It ends at 8Pm.

Week Has been going good Except for the travelling.

After one week I talked to ANA yesterday. Sorry again ana.

You made Know again How Much i mean to you.

After you reminding me the days i then realised my mistake.

But to correct you, i have never had thought that you are somebody else.

As i always tell you, After mummy and Daddy the one that i rely the most is ANA!

You are my ana and i will never change the Mindset ever.

I love you as much as you always love This naughty one.

Its gonna be Practically sooo sooo sooo hard for me. I will just Hope for the best when ana is not here with me.

I promise that for the remainig 38 days i will make sure that i make you smile and make you know that I love ana sooo much.

Keep smiling Brother and God will definetly give you the strength at all times and i will pray for that.

Hope to see ya Tmrw and i cant wait to give you a BIG BARNEY HUG!! I missed you so much na

YES OR NO?

Ok its the fourth week in schoool and Im lovin it! haha
I almost get used to the Places and Surroundings.
My class is sooo Fun. I love my Lecturers and I get going in Schooll. hahaha
My cognitive Module I scored An A! hahah. Damn Happy. Flying on cloud Nine la Actually..
As Ana said I am Soo Into Debates. Should join Debating! haha..He knows that i very good in Arguing. He knows Why. haha

Anyway I made Many New Friends Like quite a Number. Going Good..
School is fine Except for The travelling and Tiredness That i Always go through. Sleepy But not That sleepy when i come home. Arghh

Modules are going good and Each day my Confidence Grows in presenting. Love it nowadays. No choice i have to do it everyday..


For now I mean NOW..
Many confusions.
Many funny findings for certain Things that i Undergo.
Many Happenings.
But as usual The same ME..


And for you ANA, I know that you have something that is disturbing you and Making you upset.
I can see it or realize through the way you talk to me.
Take it easy na. Have that smile on your face and Take it easily.
I wish im there with you and sing you song everyday to make you feel beta(I guess)
I will not disturb you na. You get things over then you can CAll me or Msg me. Till then Pls Take care of Yourself ana. I miss you and yourself being normal. God bless you na. Dun worry Aaetadearest! Thangachi loves you as usual.



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SICK AND SICK AND SICK..
So used to it for this particular year. Is it that im NOT Healthy? ha ha
Anyway, First lesson on Guitar was fun. I learnt the way to handle guitar and the basic notes to play.I tried and i got it. HAPPYYYYY..but i wasnt well so i had to leave earlier. Thanks to debbie who was with me all the while. I finnaly reached home without fainting. God's Grace! Too weak readiii..
I missed my Science Module. Haiz..
Cant wait for friday, My second lesson on guitar..haha

AND...


ANAAAAAAA,YOUR YESTERDAY MSG MADE ME TEAR NA.ITS NOT GOING TO BE HARD FOR U ONLY BUT ALSO FOR ME I THINK A LITTLEMORE THAN YOU.I TOO LOVE YOU AS MUCH U LOVE THIS NAUGHTY THANGACHI OF URS! REMEMBER NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE U IN MY HEART .. NO MATTER HOW OLD I GROW THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR MY ANA WILL NVR CHANGE ..I WOULD GO TO THE WORLD'S END TO MAKE YOU SMILE NA. I LOVE YOU ANA SOOOOOO SOOOOSOOOOMUCH!
This song is for you na Listen to it. You will get reminded of me singing it for you! hehe



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Days are decreasing.

Tensions are increasing.

I feel so Hard.

I feel so scared.

I feel like Crying.

I feel so Mood-out When i think about it.

Its just Disturbing me.

Does he really have to go? Ana's leaving me behind and going there for TWO Years

..

I feel so hard even to talk to him ..

It reminds me of him leaving in just another 49 days.

Arghhh...

I JUST WISH I CAN SPEND EVERY SINGLE DAY WITH ANA. HMMMM

Anyway ANIYATHI LOVES YOU NA.

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Mother's day

Happy Mother's day to all Mums Out there!

It was a fun day At Mama House Giving all the Mummy's Presents and all the eating and all the fun we had there! I'm back home and my Cramps are killing me! Arghhhh.Tmrw There's School and its like ARGHHHHHHH... No choice!

Anyway i would like to take this opportunity to tell Mummy some Words...

Ma, I love you so much.

Thank you a million for all those Sacrifices you have done for me.

Even if im stubborn you still Tolerate me at all times.

I have been Naughty and Stubborn to you at many times but the love you use to give me all times make me Realize my mistake.

I hope you like the two little gifts of mine!

I will make sure i fulfil ur little wishes and make you proud of me one day.

Most importantly i will learn to cook ok? haha

And lastly once again I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

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For now The only Thing in my Mind is that

I AM MISSING MY ANA SO MUCH!

Its been two days since i talk to him.

I hope he is fine and things around him are also going fine.

Take care brotherlove. God will always be with you to give you the strenght of overcoming things.

Till then Thangachi loves you and you are always on her mind!

I LOVE YOU ANA!

PS:51 MORE DAYS

Iam so SLLEEEEPPPPY Now. (Waiting for Vadi Annae to come Online) haha. Today is Science Module and I just hate my Lecturer!
Haha. Not being so bad here lah but i just Dont like her.
I Feel so sick now..HAIZ
No new updates about me and things around me yet..
School is going fine and this is my third week areadii! Getting used to the surroundings around me and the coldness in class and in school..haha
And today was so surprising to hear Mine and Ana's Venmagam Song in the radio. My god! I called ana on the spot. But ana didnt answer! haiz....

And im so in love with the Chotta chotta ninaiyithu tajmahal song sung my sujatha. Soo beautiful. Im hearing like all the time. A sudden Preference!


PS:54 DAYS

Life is filled with joy

Ok its Sunday and Tmrw is Monday and i have to go Schoooollllll...Haiz
Anyway, Public Holiday and weekends were Soo fun!
Friday, Went down to beach for Uncle's Birthday Party. Its was Fun seeing All my Attais mamas and children . Nandy and i as usual went for cycling. Hahaha. We so damn funny!
Anyway it was so great to spend time with everybody there. Even my Grandma was there. We cycled all day and had lots of food and some chatting with Ravi mama. And playing with kids. Camwhoring! and many! I loved the day with Nandy! Thank you Akka! Photos are all in Facebook.
And Saturday i was damn bored at home, Even though i was tired i wanted to go somewhere and spend my time instead of Staying at home andplaying Computer..
I didint have anyone to follow me out and i wanted to my Girlfriend Badly! hahaha yes, Praveennaaaa.. Finally i met her.Damn long since we saw each other...Fort canning with Bestie was fun and crazy! We had lunch together and it was so damn Fun. Talking and playing and teasing and sharing and all made me sooo happy on Saturday. I didnt have the heart to leave and go home even. Cant wait for the next Meeting Actually. I miss Gaya actually. She and her sweet smile and her Scary Looks she gives me wenever i do something Stupid! ahah.. Sorry gaya! ahahah. ILOVEYOU!!

And ya, I actually Miss bajans
During My chicken pox i missed many and i miss singing actually.
So thought of attending this week bajans. I MISS SINGING FOR MY AYYAPAN! HAHA
School is going good and im entering the third week now. Thats so fast actually.Exams are nearing and ya im back to mugging myself with notes...
I miss Lots of myLoved ones. School is taking lots of my time and the only thing i do when i go home is to shower and sleep and skip my dinner.
I miss Sithi and Sitappa
I miss Gaya
I miss my Sastha Pillaigal lots
I miss Singing God's Praise
I miss Singing to myself and updating myself with lyrics
I miss Praveenaa
I miss AkaJes and her hugs
I miss myslef actually for not Getting involved in things that im supposed to do due to school!

**I am just a little Heartbroken Due to some reasons.
People use to say they miss me but I dun really know how true is it for some people
Missing someone is Actually Painful for not seeing that person for months weeks or even years!
But its true for some who really loves their dearest ones so much!
In my case i am not so sure actually
Anyway im missing that special person of mine
Hope to see that Special person soon ..
God knows when is that day! I will wait for it Silently!



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