I MISS U VERAN!

It was shocking for me to know that i lost you..

You were my companion and it was very hard for me to accept that u are not with me home.

Every night i get to tear thinking about you..

You were precious to me

I still cant accept it

I really pray to god that you are in safe hands..You will be..

I believe in that..

I hope u return home one day just to wipe my tears!

I am waiting

I miss you Boy!

Anyway

Happy birthday NANDY!

You are 19 ready! haha

I pray that all ur desires come true

Dont worry..we are all here for you..God bless

Lovelove akka!

Thanks for the day stan!

You made me smile

I was excited to see you after so long..

Thanks for all those things..

U really made me feel the importance for u!

Cant wait to see u on saturday!

And ya watever is it i will be always there for u pandee!

Lots of Misses!

Exams next week..

I am preparing and ya cant wait for it to end also!

Ayypan season is coming..

I am very excited and i cant wait for the season..

My virutham starts too..i cant wait to feel him! Swamy saranam!

Ayyan arul oondu endrum payam illai povom Sabrimalai!

I LOVE U SWAMY!

*I owe u many Vadi annae!

I miss you! U made me know how much u love this thangachi!

UPDATES!

Chaechi's Birthday party was awesome
She was looking like an DOLL!
Very pretty suit and ya my chaechi was so pretty!
Yen kannae patturum! haha
Performance was great!
Thankyou dinesh annae!
Dinesh annae yennai vittu pogathey! hahha
Thanks for the patience and not forgetting vadi annae who guide us along
it was a great performance!
We did well isnt it annae!
I had a fun performing with u!
Love ya annae!

I am missing u chaechi!
I had fun with u for the past two days!
haha..made many china frens ah! haha
takecare chaechi..
we are all here for u always
ur daddy watches u all the time!
remember wad i told u k!
i love u always chaechi!

Back to school now
Laboratory work is gonna start soon!
im kinda excited!
Lots of things to be done!
I am really trying my best!
I got an A for science module! Omg i was soo excited to see that!
Soo glad!

Im missing my akkas and annaes so much
Its been some time since i saw all of them
i guess deepavali was the last time!
Cant wait for ayyapan season to see all of them back! Started to Hum all those ayyapan songs i use to sing! haha..ayyan arul oondu!
AKKA JES I MISS U loh!

October is ending..
Nandy's birthday is coming up!
Amuthu akka house deepavali lunch is alsO coming up!
cant wait too see all of them!
missing them loads too!

Thats it for now..
Ayyapa be with me for some decisions i make in my life
I dont know whether its right or wrong but i need u to be there to guide along!
Still waiting for the answer! hmmm

Updated!

Still in the Deepavali mood..
I cant wait for chaechi's Birthday Party
And our PERFORMANCE..

I miss ana so muchh
Even to count those days for him to be back is still countless by fingers..
Haiz
Missing my vasantham stars ..lOADS..
Missing bajans. cant wait for November..

School is going fine..
Modules are getting very challenging.
Love my modules than before..Classmates are better than before
New friends..Interesting!

Moving on..
Deepavali was great..But i didnt have the excitement in methis year that much..I dun know the reason. But nevertless it was great to see all my relatives..Lots of fun.. gossips ..good food..lots and lOts of photos and ya CANDID shots! hahah
Started eating From My vadivela House all the way to mama house in the evening..
Bloated stomach..
And it ended..

Back to School..Modules.Project..Presentations and ya grades!
Trying my level best to do well this time..Im getting there and glad about my grades..
Be with me ayyapa..I need you


AND YA NOT forgettiing swing session with my two favourites..GG akkas..
I am waiting!
Missinthem loads and our playground session!

Birthday

Happy Birthday Chaechi

Thanks for being there for me.

I owe you for that..

I just wanna tell you that god will always be there for you

Hope u had fun on ur special day

Lots of Misses ,Your Little Naughty One.

I cant stop my tears when i think about u ana

I just cannot imgaine at times that u are very far from me..

I want ana back

I miss u so much ana

why ana u leave me and go??\

Boomiyai Naesikkum Vaer Poalavae Un Poo Mugam Naesippaen Thaayaagavae

NeerukkuL Swaasikkum Meen Poalavae Un Naesaththil Vaazhuvaen Naanaagavae

Ulagam Dhaan MaaRumae URavugaL Vaazhumae

Kadalai Vidavum Aazham Endhan KaNNeer ThuLi Ondrae...i love u AAETA

The love i have for u fades slowly!

I love you lke no other.
But is it the same for you also..
Sometimes when we get to have the love for a person too much We tend to be possesive a little..
Now i realise its quite difficult..
YOu were and you are so precious but i dun feel the same way at times..
You are far and i feel the distance at timess
There are othrs who Care for u and i guess i dun need to be there at times too..
Feeling and making myself upset wen i assume all this in me!
But i will still keep u
As precious you are to me
I just hope my love for u will never fade..
Cos i know the pain not you
I felt i was stupid but its ok!
i will Take as it comes..
Takecare:)

I LOVE ANA!

Happy birthday to my DEAREST ONE!MY FAVOURITE!MY ANOTHER HALF! MY LOVINGING ONE!MY ONE AND ONLY ANA!

IN THIS SPECIAL DAY I REALLY WISH ANA WAS HERE WITH ME HERE!

Every year i use to say many things to you on this day..

The same thing im gonna say to you again ana..

You are the most precious gift i got from Ayyapan!

Nobody can replace you..

Only my tears can tell you how much i missed u on the 29th june 2009!

I feel the months are going slow..

I want my ana back now..

But its not going to Possible!

I cant wait na to hug and tell u how much i missed u!

I wanna see ana!! haizzz

I miss ana's kiss on this special day!

Nevertheless my wishes and love nvr decrease for you ana

I have been naughty but no matter wad i always keep u with me

While writing the poem i almost teared na

It specially for u

I wrote it with lots of love for u!

The pain is not cured until i see u!

Anyway, ana i wish u the best!

God always bless u ana..I dun fail to remind ayyapan abt you to keep You fine there and be there with u always..He is watching you ana!

So watever is it keep ur charming smile on ur face..

YOUR THANGACHI ALWAYS LOVE U NA!

KEEP ME WITH U NA..I NEED YOU ALWAYS FOREVER! IMISSYOU PRAVIINNNDASSS!

ஈழத் தாய் மடியில் மலர்ந்தாய்...பிற நாட்டில் குடி கொண்டாய்...

ஈழத்தை யாசித்தாய்... நேசித்தாய்...

இணைய வலை ஊடாக என்னுடன் இனிமையாக உரையாடினாய்...

அண்ண என்ற மகத்தான உறவு கொண்டு என்னுள் நுழைந்தாய்...

கணினியின் தட்டுப் பலகையின் உதவியுடன் பல முறை என்னை சிரிக்க வைத்தாய்...

ஏனோ... பிரிவு என்ற சொல் கொண்டு என்னை அழச் செய்தாய்???

முதல் தடவை வடித்தது என் விழிகள்

இணையத்தில் கிடைத்த உறவுக்காய்...புரியவில்லை எனக்கு...

ஏன் விழிகள் துளிகள் சிந்தின என்ற கேள்வி மீண்டும் மீண்டும் எழுந்தது என் நெஞ்சத்தில்..

.அண்ண என்ற ஓர் சொல் மட்டும் கேள்விக்கு பதிலாய் கிடைத்தது...

ITS FOR YOU ANA!

MERE PIAR!

Mere Piyar..haha

Love with this song..

Omg, i saw ana on webcam on monday while in school..

Ididnt hear him but i saw him..It was so exciting..

I didnt expect that..I know how much i missed ana..

Too bad i coudnt hear him..But seeing him is a pleasure..

I love u too ana..Manymany! I still miss ur kiss! Cant wait to get that from you when u come back!

And now VASANTHAM STAR 2009 has come to a end..With our very own VICKNESWARAN! You deserve it annae
And siva mama, U rocked the stage too..You are always my star! Missing you!
Missing the whole crew badly.
Must meet up!
Pictures are all on facebook..
I had fun on the finale day..Loads that words cant help to tell..
Thankyou so much to producer.asst producer.camera uncle.G T annae. Sara annae.All 24 contestants..
It was not only a stage where i sang..A stage where i learnt things..
Not only friendships but Bonds!
A sweet memory..Thanks to ayyapa!

Things are going ok on my side..
I guess it will be fine throughout..
Cant wait for tmrw..
We have practiced hard..So for sure it will be a rocking performance..
Thanks stan for being a Motivator at all times..

School is going good..

Still a little unsure about the Environment..

New classmates are good..All of them are so studious! haha

Its time for banupriya to work even harder with them..

In a way i felt that its good for me!

Anyway three modules of this week i have aready gotten a A!

Quite happy about it! thanks ayyapa

!

And finally..
IM missing my brother loads actually
Dun know why i really feel the distance between us now!
Coming saturday is his Big day!
Hope he will have fun there!
God bless him at all times
Thangachilove u anA!