THATS THE LOVE FOR A BROTHER LIKE YOU.

Sweet brother you let me down, until I found myself and said I have to go on with my life. I felt like a knife struck me in the heart torn apart, I looked you in your face and kissed you softly wishing, I thought that you would hear me.I will always remember that when someone hurt me and I Didn't understand why, you said remember I'm here I'll lend a helping hand. Every night I go to sleep with you on my mind hoping I will find peace , and i love you more than anything brother. This poem is totally dedicated to you and its all true deep down from my heart!

This poem is dedicated to you Na. i am sorry again. I wont do it again i promise! ha ha. i love you so much and i am grateful to you in many ways. you are always a brother in my heart and no one can replace you. loves!

**And SINGARAVELUUUU HA HA. i am always there for you as a good friend . I will try my best to be one for you. Don't demoralise yourself. go on. I am here to help you. I am not a smart one but still can try my best to help you . We should work together. GO GO GO JIA YAO. hahah. so lets work and laugh all we want. ha ha. I am always here for you. You are a friend who gives that care and love that i realised just a little later. I love you my singaraveluuuuuu. Take care and We can do it.

**ANIYATHI LOVE AAETA SO SO SO MUCHHHH***

TIME FOR PHOTOS.

DURGA AKKA AND POOJA

NANDHINI AKKA AND SUBA AKKA

THANGACHI BANU AND SUBA KKA

MY DEAREST SABRISH.

SUBA AKKA AND DURGA AKKA

DURGA BABY AND ME.

VELAVA VADI VELAVA..

Thursday 20th march.
Amma, Thambi, me went over to Yishun, mama house. Went over to stay there, so that it will be easy to go temple the next morning. I was excited as it was my first time taking Pallkudam in Panguni.
Friday 21st
My experience was quite bad this time. i wasn't feeling well. headache and quite giddy. i really wanted to make sure that i do a proper job . Sitappa was really the one who helped me so much. thanks to him. Followed big mama's Kavadi. It was damn hot. My feet was aching.

Finally reached the destination. Was so blessed seeing Murugan having the milk being poured on him. I was so happy seeing it. After that went mama house with sithi sittappa dinesh anna nandy and vicky. Took my shower. ATe my lunch . Changed and took taxi with nandy and reached temple. Saw all my sisterloves and brotherloves. Cant wait to sing . hahas. Had our briyani in official tent and waited for dass samy kavadi to come . We sang for ramesh uncle kavadi and dass samy kavadi. was really happening even though it was tiring. i sang Velava for ramesh unce kavadi and it was really good this time i guess. hahas. thanks vadi anna for ur encouragement at the end, i will maintain it. hahas. finished everything at around 9 plus. went home at 10 plus . almost 11pm. saw many other kavadis. some was really beautiful. i saw benny sitappa . talked to him for a while. Actually i did have a enjoyable and a lovely day . thanks for suba akka who made me laugh all the way. this was somehow a good bonding. i realize that my bonds with sastha chellam is getting much much more better. i am really gifted to be a part of sri sastha pillaigal. A place where i realize my talents . The place where i learnt new things from each of my loving sisters and brothers. i love all my akkas and annas there. Now i think that i must get back to school work readii. must concentrate and acheive my goals. still waiting for other upcoming bajans. Just wanted to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MUTHU AND SITAPPA.

And not forgetting my one and only AKKA JESSS . HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVINGEST SWEETEST PRETTIEST FAVORITEST AKKA JESSSSS. I LOVE YOU SO SO SO OO MUCH!!!!

This is for you to read!

Chance made us Sisters, hearts made us friends.
Happy Birthday" means much more Than have a happy day. Within these words lie lots of things I never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you do. It means you mean a lot to me, And that I'm proud of you. But most of all, I guess it means That I am thinking of Your happiness on this, your day, With pleasure and with love.
THANGACHI BANU LOVES SISTER DEAREST!
GET WELL SOON TOO.

THE NAME IS RAJNIKANTH.

The book of my Superstar is out. I cant wait to get it in my hands. Its all about him. The author is GAYATHIRI srikanth. A short story about him is below.

Rajinikanth was born to a Marathi family in Karnataka. He was the fourth child of his parents, Jijabai and Ramojirao Gaekwad. He was named Shivajirao Gaekwad. Gaekwad is a family name among the Marathas. He lost his mother at the age of five. He did his schooling at the Acharya Paatashala in Bangalore and then at the Vivekananda Balaka Sangha,a unit of the Ramakrishna Mission. Rajnikanth struggled a lot during his early age because of poverty. Although his mother-tongue is Marathi,he has not acted in any Marathi movies yet.

I LOVE MY RAJNI UNCLE LOTS!!

EDUCATION FOR LIFE. (EFL) in school was fantastic. To tell the truth this is one of the best EFL i have attended in school life. its a mission this year. People from novena church came to spend the three days with us. it was fantastic. i learnt and realized many things. Even there was some sad incidents in that week i still learnt something each day. I learnt about the love my parents have on me. the love that friends share with everybody and the self esteem we have in our selves. I got to know my classmates well after this EFL. the mission team was so funny. i met new people. Joshua , Francis and kemmy and not forgetting father Gerald. So wonderful people. i enjoyed myself. it was a good bonding indeed. And Judy you made my day by your words. i love you too. And not forgetting all those friends who stood by me . and just wanted to tell jannah , my laughing partner that DUN WORRY GIRL. BROTHER IS RESTING PEACEFULLY. I WILL PRAY TO GOD FOR HIM. BE STRONG. WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU. LOVED!

** I LOVE YOU AAETA**
YOU ARE ALWAYS SPECIAL IN MY HEART.
TAKE CARE.

BAJANS!

1st march.

ON Saturday afternoon, made my way to mama house after visiting MDIS! The stupid 855 was so long . i had to wait for years to take the bus. arghhhh! Wanted to go see aaeta but didn't want later. i didn't wanted to disturb him. so at home only attha and aunty and not forgetting my loving sabrish baby. played with him for a while . Eeswar and durga came home after swimming lessons. had funn with them. Had some chatting with mama who was trying to figure out his hand phone problem but couldn't at last. ha ha. AKKA JESS came. woohoo. i was soo excited to see her. helped her with some markings of her tution centre test papers. soo funny Mann! ha ha! spent time with her until night, when Devan Anna came to fetch her. haha! we were watching jodi no 1 and laughing all the while . hahaha. stupid dance. !! AT around 1130pm sithi was back. by the time my eyes was areadi in the sleeping mode. but was still chatting with her until 1am.

2nd march

Woke up at 7am. got readi by 830am. then suba akka came . had some talking with her. then my aaeta came. was so excited to see him. gave him a tight hugg and went to drink coffee b4 i faint. then akka jes came. hahah. funny la she. hahah! whenever i see her i feel like laughing. hahah! then we watched jodi no 1 again until everyone was there readi. We left around 930am . i was the first one to start the bajan. vinayagar song. oh shit i forgot my first saranam. i was so embarrassed. nvm forget it i still continued with my all time fav song vinakathil. haha. then it went. so tiring. ended at 1230pm i think. then went to eat. then had some chatting and fights with that muthu anna and the fat pigg... then went to the void deck to wait for mama. had MacDonald ice cream while waiting. then at arond two plus we left to yishun . i was sitting at the back with Ana. had a good sleep on his shoulders. hahah. sorry ana. this muthu anna and the fat pig was keep on disturbing me. so loosu! arghhhh. then went mama house for a small meeting . omg this was my First time making orange juice for everybody. hahah. it was nice la indeed. then went down to Say bye bye to aaeta. went home. watched tv until five when akka jes brought me to the shop with Devan Anna to buy CHICKEN RICE. HAhaAH thank you akka. Devan Anna keep on singing the same song same line but wrongly. that made me laugh all the while . ahahaha. sooo funny. then left at 8pm . mama gave me money to take taxi. SO nice of him. reached at 830PM. took my shower . packed my bag, and went to sleep. hahah.

INDEED IT WAS A GOOD BONDING TIME WITH MY AKKA JESS AND I MISSED MY DURUGA AKKA LOTS TOO.

AAETA ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR NEW JOB AT SEMBAWANG AIRBASE OK? DUN WORRY EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. GOD BLESS YOU AND I LOVE YOU NA.