Music!

I was lost in a fairytale land when i heard HARIHARAN sir sing on vijay tv..
For that 3 to 4 mins, nothing else but only the way he sing was on mind!

How beautiful it was! Truly love the way he did..
If i have a chance i wanna see him one day.. Hopefully!




Music is something god gave to me, a gift that i will never get rid of..
It makes me HAPPY all day! No mattter how depressed i am, the moment i hear music it somehow makes me smile!
Im blessed to sing HIS praises! Looking forward for the month of devotion and LOVE! Swamy saranam!

WEDDING BELLS!

Went for Durga aka and Vadi annae wedding yesterday!
Was so FUN! I had good times with loved ones there.. After so long i saw everybody there..
Finally akka and annae is MARRIED! Was so happy to see them all nicely dressed..
Akka looked gorgeous!
Swamy's blessings are always on them! SWAMY SARANAM! <3 p="p">

Took so man photos, and after wedding went over to sengkang to rest.
Had a tiring but AWESOME Saturday!
I loved it :)

Marriage, a very sweet and lovingly commitment..
A day that its all yours..
I saw happiness all around the place yesterday..
It was so SWEET!
So happy that akka got the right man in her life, and annae got his perfect woman in his life!
Both of them are my favourite!
All the best for them! <3 p="p">
Im in love with this photo!
We look so good ana.. After a long time, a very perfect photo..
I love you na.. and stop pressing my nose ok! U have never stop doing that to me..
 but i still love u na..

HappyBirthday ANA!

Firstly HapppyBirthday ANA!
Its your 26th, and the 8th year we are celebrating the happy special days together.
Na, You are someone who swamy gave me at the age of 14, and i still believe so..
Na, you are someone who i learnt so many things from, and u never failed to teach me and share with me good things..
The first time i called you ANA and even at that time it came from my heart..
Till now i am very proud to say our bond is as strong and loving as usual..
Yes, we dun spent times like how we used to, things changed, times are not the same, but deep down i know we love each other so much..
Na, i have u always in my prayers, and i hope and pray hard that u remain as happy as always, get married fast, and keep smiling na.. All your desires will come true na, i know u will do and wants the best for everyone around you, thats something i love the most on u na..
You have done so much for me, not only a brotherly love that u have given, but also the care and concern na..
Na, thankyou so much for the hard times when u never fail to be with me..
I owe you na..
Remember, i want you to see me grow up.. U have seen, you will see more!
So ana, Hope u are having good time, think good always, everything will be good for u..
Thangachi loves you, always! Miss you na :)) Once again HAPPPYBIRTHDAY ANA!


So do u still love me like before? I dun know, But i still love you..
I hate the small gap in between..Hopefully i feel the love back as fast from you..

LOST!

Oru kannil konjam vazhi vantha pothu, maru kannum thangiduma?
I miss you!

Do i deserve this? Do i deserve this pain in heart? Very heavy heart! Very depressed! I dun feel like eating, i cannot sleep peacefully, i am lost in another island!
I lost my smile, I lost my happiness!
Im worried, u might hate me very soon!
But i love you the most!



For now, i hear this and cry to myself!

LOST

Totally lost in mind, im confused, DEPRESSED!

Do i deserve this? Why must i go through SHIT!



Why u killing me by your words..
This time i am really guilty about what happened..
Very afraid that the love u have on me will just disappear..
For the first time, im very scared..
I dun feel like doing anything.. I cant concentrate..

When im down, you will try your best to make me feel good, but now you dont bother..
Its my fault, i cannot blame you..
I just hate this feeling! It really makes me feel so DEPRESSED!

DEPRESSED!

Why is it that i love you so much?
No reasons till now.. I just love you! So much!

I came all the way today just to see you, but wad i got?
You have all the rights on me , always, i never blame u for scolding me..
But pls, im sorry, i promise i wun do it again..

Its so hard for me to know that u are not like before..

Pls dun HATE me! ITS very hard for me understand.. It will be very difficult for me!
I dun know, im very depressed! Very heavy heart! I cant concentrate!
I hate this feeling!

It hurts, so badly!

Ok, this time i admit, im in the wrong.. I hide something from you..
But im sorry, really sorry..

I promise i wont do it again!
Pls dun do this to me.. I seriously love you!

Yesterday That 15mins when i saw you, the song i sang you, your hugs and kisses were the best feeling i had..
The happiest moment.. I dun know, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! No heart to leave you and go home.. I just wanna see your face all day, and keep smiling.. U are my SUNSHINE!

Deivathirumagal

DEIVATHIRUMAGAL! It crossed my mind again!
AWESOME movie! Even now, if i watch it, tears covers my eyes..
Vikram is reallyy talented! The way he talks, the way he moves, his acting, really unbelievable!
Avery beautiful heart touching father daughter love!
The most precious love in the world..
When i first watched this movie, Sitappa was the only one in my mind..
The things nila did with vikram, reminded me of myself and sitappa..
Everytime he calls, Aariro song plays on my handphone.. and this makes me smile all the time!
I pray to god, no matter what  the love sitappa and i share now, will remain forver!


I passed my FTT!
Finally, all by god's grace!
Im proud of myself..

Waiting, and waiting and waiting.. Still waiting for that GIFT!

During times where i cannot handle, the only person that comes to my mind is YOU! I miss you, but most importantly, i miss US! the time, the love, the concern, the companion!
Can i bring the time back to the past!?

EXPECTATIONS CAUSE DISAPPOINTMENTS

I remember when i was doing my BASIC THEORY!
You made sure i study everyday, You made sure i listen to you, You made sure i memorise, and you made sure i passed..

I still remember, u surprised me by coming all the way to woodlands and wait for me to write and come..

Now, im doing my Final theory, Feel so lonely!
I expected the same love and the expectations u have on me for this test..
But u didnt!

I dun know how im going to do this time, but i learnt that i shouldnt depend on u for everything anymore..
I depended on u so much that i waited for u to teach me.. But you didnt bother much this time..
You left me alone! A second time, u made me very disappointed! First was my results, now my Final theory!
I depend so much on u.. I shoudnt do this.. I must put a stop to this! I will!
Because all the time, im getting VERY UPSET!