HappyBirthday ANA!

Firstly HapppyBirthday ANA!
Its your 26th, and the 8th year we are celebrating the happy special days together.
Na, You are someone who swamy gave me at the age of 14, and i still believe so..
Na, you are someone who i learnt so many things from, and u never failed to teach me and share with me good things..
The first time i called you ANA and even at that time it came from my heart..
Till now i am very proud to say our bond is as strong and loving as usual..
Yes, we dun spent times like how we used to, things changed, times are not the same, but deep down i know we love each other so much..
Na, i have u always in my prayers, and i hope and pray hard that u remain as happy as always, get married fast, and keep smiling na.. All your desires will come true na, i know u will do and wants the best for everyone around you, thats something i love the most on u na..
You have done so much for me, not only a brotherly love that u have given, but also the care and concern na..
Na, thankyou so much for the hard times when u never fail to be with me..
I owe you na..
Remember, i want you to see me grow up.. U have seen, you will see more!
So ana, Hope u are having good time, think good always, everything will be good for u..
Thangachi loves you, always! Miss you na :)) Once again HAPPPYBIRTHDAY ANA!


So do u still love me like before? I dun know, But i still love you..
I hate the small gap in between..Hopefully i feel the love back as fast from you..

LOST!

Oru kannil konjam vazhi vantha pothu, maru kannum thangiduma?
I miss you!

Do i deserve this? Do i deserve this pain in heart? Very heavy heart! Very depressed! I dun feel like eating, i cannot sleep peacefully, i am lost in another island!
I lost my smile, I lost my happiness!
Im worried, u might hate me very soon!
But i love you the most!



For now, i hear this and cry to myself!

LOST

Totally lost in mind, im confused, DEPRESSED!

Do i deserve this? Why must i go through SHIT!



Why u killing me by your words..
This time i am really guilty about what happened..
Very afraid that the love u have on me will just disappear..
For the first time, im very scared..
I dun feel like doing anything.. I cant concentrate..

When im down, you will try your best to make me feel good, but now you dont bother..
Its my fault, i cannot blame you..
I just hate this feeling! It really makes me feel so DEPRESSED!

DEPRESSED!

Why is it that i love you so much?
No reasons till now.. I just love you! So much!

I came all the way today just to see you, but wad i got?
You have all the rights on me , always, i never blame u for scolding me..
But pls, im sorry, i promise i wun do it again..

Its so hard for me to know that u are not like before..

Pls dun HATE me! ITS very hard for me understand.. It will be very difficult for me!
I dun know, im very depressed! Very heavy heart! I cant concentrate!
I hate this feeling!

It hurts, so badly!

Ok, this time i admit, im in the wrong.. I hide something from you..
But im sorry, really sorry..

I promise i wont do it again!
Pls dun do this to me.. I seriously love you!