It hurts, so badly!

Ok, this time i admit, im in the wrong.. I hide something from you..
But im sorry, really sorry..

I promise i wont do it again!
Pls dun do this to me.. I seriously love you!

Yesterday That 15mins when i saw you, the song i sang you, your hugs and kisses were the best feeling i had..
The happiest moment.. I dun know, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! No heart to leave you and go home.. I just wanna see your face all day, and keep smiling.. U are my SUNSHINE!

Deivathirumagal

DEIVATHIRUMAGAL! It crossed my mind again!
AWESOME movie! Even now, if i watch it, tears covers my eyes..
Vikram is reallyy talented! The way he talks, the way he moves, his acting, really unbelievable!
Avery beautiful heart touching father daughter love!
The most precious love in the world..
When i first watched this movie, Sitappa was the only one in my mind..
The things nila did with vikram, reminded me of myself and sitappa..
Everytime he calls, Aariro song plays on my handphone.. and this makes me smile all the time!
I pray to god, no matter what  the love sitappa and i share now, will remain forver!


I passed my FTT!
Finally, all by god's grace!
Im proud of myself..

Waiting, and waiting and waiting.. Still waiting for that GIFT!

During times where i cannot handle, the only person that comes to my mind is YOU! I miss you, but most importantly, i miss US! the time, the love, the concern, the companion!
Can i bring the time back to the past!?

EXPECTATIONS CAUSE DISAPPOINTMENTS

I remember when i was doing my BASIC THEORY!
You made sure i study everyday, You made sure i listen to you, You made sure i memorise, and you made sure i passed..

I still remember, u surprised me by coming all the way to woodlands and wait for me to write and come..

Now, im doing my Final theory, Feel so lonely!
I expected the same love and the expectations u have on me for this test..
But u didnt!

I dun know how im going to do this time, but i learnt that i shouldnt depend on u for everything anymore..
I depended on u so much that i waited for u to teach me.. But you didnt bother much this time..
You left me alone! A second time, u made me very disappointed! First was my results, now my Final theory!
I depend so much on u.. I shoudnt do this.. I must put a stop to this! I will!
Because all the time, im getting VERY UPSET!