IM BACK!

AFTER ONE YEAR , IM BACK! A place i missed so much.. Too busy with work.. AND finally my DEGREE!

Doing my degree in SIM, PSYCHOLOGY! Nothing to regret about as im Loving it..
School has been something very interesting and special for me.. Esp EDGAR's lessons are always interesting and this makes me learn more.. Never did i get tired no matter wad.. If u love something and u want to do it, By all means right..

Now looking forward to graduate, get a good job, and be happy!
Must buy a car for myself.. hahha.. i want to drive all day long..

Driving has been great too, just that im worried at times, too scary for me..
But im trying my best, with swamy;s blessings all that i am suppose to achieve will be good...

Not forgetting my new love! ANJENAYAR!! till now he never fail to be there for me..
Just one drop of tear, he understands me.. Never will i forget him in my life..



So many things happened this year.. Many dissappointments..
I went through difficult times, the only thing i could do was to cry every night before i sleep..
It took some time for me to digest that not everything happens like wad we want..

I always tell myself, everything happens for a reason..
Im only praying that, if its meant to be, that it will be.. if not its ok..
I leave it up to him..
No point of me getting myself upset al day..
I know SWAMY wants the best for me.. he will show me..


Celebrated sithi and sitappa weding anniversary last week with them.. last year they were with me over here.. miss those times..

EXAMS are coming.. ASSIGNMENTS are getting so stressed up! But for all good..
Im still loving the stress and the pressure.. at the end of three years, i will be the most happiest girl..

IM SWEPT OFF MY FEET BY YOU

I realised IT can do wonders.. I ma realising it for the first time..
Like its magical.. GOSH!

I have such a strong confidence ..
I dun know why, but a very strong confidence there..
Like wad i use to tell myslef, everything happens for something good..
I believe in that very much..

I have decided, i want to do it.. I wanna somehow strive for it..
I know! I will do it..
Just feel like saying that i made the right choice! yay!


IRUKINDRA IDAYAM ONDRALLAVA, ENATHALLA ATHUVUM UNNATHALAVA..
ENNA KEATTU KADHAL VARAVILLAE, NAAN SOLLI KADHAL VIDAVILLAIYAE..
MARANTHALUM NENJAM MARAKAATHAMA, IRUNTHALUM KADHAL IRRAKATHAMA..

Its really MAGICAL!

I love you sitappa

Yesterday night, my mind was filled with worries..
As he got ready for work, my heart wasnt with me..
My hunger just dissappeared when i saw him in that state..
Seeing him so down, and upset just makes my heart so painful..
I dun have that super powers to makes sure he feels better, but i always try my level best to make him smile..
His smile makes me happy.. I dun wish to see him upset even a minute..
Even if im the reason, i will make sure the sadness leaves him in a minute..
I have seen that beautiful smile for a year, i dunn wish to lose it anymore..
Maybe my daily letters that i write to himm every night when he goes to work, makes me feel that atleast that will make him smile when he going to work.. I will take that extra effort to do it, why? becos he means alot to me..

Sittappa, you mean alot to me.. I cannot bear to see you getting soo upset..
Cheer up sittappa, im here with you, always singing your favurite songs in your ears, patting you to sleep with my non stop talking , making u smile with my funny language, and hearing u say i love you to me..


But at times i think its quite unfair when its me..
You get upset when i delete msges, but you too wad..
You msged your wife, u deleted it in the call log, then the msg was in the sent box..
why must u delete it then.. i was upset when i saw that, but i didnt want to say anything..
yesterday u went it to the room, to call her, but when i answered ana's call, u were upset with me..
I LOVE YOU LIKE NO ONE WAD..
Why are u doubting my love .. Wad must i do to show you..

no matter whether u scold me, upset me, i will still come to you.. becos u are my world! remember that!

Jogging..

Have been going jogging for this past few days..Feel refreshing tho..

Went down to playwith all those little kids.. hahha.. soo intresting to see them play actually!
They were playing criket, and sittappa joined in with them.. haha..He is another crazy one of cricket!

But while i waswatching them, i had my old times back in memory!
I use to have fun, screams, laughter with my own childhood friends in the old playground!
I miss those times, wen you are young, all that u have in mind, is just FUN! As u grow , everything comes by to crack your head.. haiz..

" If I know what love is, it is because of you."

MUSIC!
My bestest friend! Music makes you gooo crazy.. Makes happy even when you are very upset..
I love MUSIC! My past, present and the future is MUSIC!!!

Nowadays its sooo hard to please ppl..
Must watch my words.. I still cannot over of what she said..
Very upsetting to hear that from her..
But i still love her loads.. More..


MY HAND IS SOO PAINFUL SWAMY!!


Oru maalai illaa veyil nearam, alagana idaiyuthir kaalam, sattru tholaivilae aval mugam parthaen, angae tholainthaval naanae!