I love you sitappa

Yesterday night, my mind was filled with worries..
As he got ready for work, my heart wasnt with me..
My hunger just dissappeared when i saw him in that state..
Seeing him so down, and upset just makes my heart so painful..
I dun have that super powers to makes sure he feels better, but i always try my level best to make him smile..
His smile makes me happy.. I dun wish to see him upset even a minute..
Even if im the reason, i will make sure the sadness leaves him in a minute..
I have seen that beautiful smile for a year, i dunn wish to lose it anymore..
Maybe my daily letters that i write to himm every night when he goes to work, makes me feel that atleast that will make him smile when he going to work.. I will take that extra effort to do it, why? becos he means alot to me..

Sittappa, you mean alot to me.. I cannot bear to see you getting soo upset..
Cheer up sittappa, im here with you, always singing your favurite songs in your ears, patting you to sleep with my non stop talking , making u smile with my funny language, and hearing u say i love you to me..


But at times i think its quite unfair when its me..
You get upset when i delete msges, but you too wad..
You msged your wife, u deleted it in the call log, then the msg was in the sent box..
why must u delete it then.. i was upset when i saw that, but i didnt want to say anything..
yesterday u went it to the room, to call her, but when i answered ana's call, u were upset with me..
I LOVE YOU LIKE NO ONE WAD..
Why are u doubting my love .. Wad must i do to show you..

no matter whether u scold me, upset me, i will still come to you.. becos u are my world! remember that!

Jogging..

Have been going jogging for this past few days..Feel refreshing tho..

Went down to playwith all those little kids.. hahha.. soo intresting to see them play actually!
They were playing criket, and sittappa joined in with them.. haha..He is another crazy one of cricket!

But while i waswatching them, i had my old times back in memory!
I use to have fun, screams, laughter with my own childhood friends in the old playground!
I miss those times, wen you are young, all that u have in mind, is just FUN! As u grow , everything comes by to crack your head.. haiz..

" If I know what love is, it is because of you."

MUSIC!
My bestest friend! Music makes you gooo crazy.. Makes happy even when you are very upset..
I love MUSIC! My past, present and the future is MUSIC!!!

Nowadays its sooo hard to please ppl..
Must watch my words.. I still cannot over of what she said..
Very upsetting to hear that from her..
But i still love her loads.. More..


MY HAND IS SOO PAINFUL SWAMY!!


Oru maalai illaa veyil nearam, alagana idaiyuthir kaalam, sattru tholaivilae aval mugam parthaen, angae tholainthaval naanae!