sad

I must prepare myself now.. STOPPPP being soo loving..
All happiness need to end one day.. Everything in this world is never permanent

Relationship might be wrong now, maybe too early becos i yet to complete all my achievements..
I have so many in line, i have to complete before any commitment comes in my way..

When i saw a scenario today, it made me think, sometimes having that someone by your side, guiding you, encouraging you, showing u love without fail.. Its nice, its like a source of happiness, The feeling, the brightness you have in ur eyes are totally sweet!

Dun seek for love just becos ur lonely, Get the right one!
Im waiting! Till then graduation and a good job to be stable, and my car!


My heart is heavy, my thoughts are running, im totally dePressed.. FEVER!
I leave everything to swamy, i know he wants the best for me!

Is there someone who dont give up on me

Why is it always me who get hurt and upset..
Will there be atleast one person who loves me and never make me upset?
If there is someone, i am waiting..

I missed you, thats why i wanted to come over to see u atleast for that half an hour..
The train ride for 30mins with u will definelty make my day,..
This few days, i have been very depressed, upset, heavy heart! But ur hugs and kisses will make me feel good..
But u didnt want to see me..

Maybe like was u said, im giving u trouble, i think u aready hate me..
Even if u dun need me, it will not affect u..
Im just a stranger to u..

For me, im always myself..

When everyone say im here for u, dun worry, untill i die u i will be there with u, its all full of lies..
Everyone got their own life..

Will there be someone who loves me and never give up on me?

Hate the feeling

Why is it that we gals have to go through a monthly pain!
Argh, i hate it.. but i thank god, i dont have stomach cramps to make it feel worst!

All thanks to my secondary school times where we use to exercise even when we have our period!
Its healthy anyway!

I have something on my mind!
And im going to do it..

Im gonna jog from now on!
Lose a little weight, and also stay healthy..
Doing it earlier will definelty prevent some difficutlies in the future..
Its a secret and im not gona tell anyone about this!
hahah..

Exams are coming, and im preparing.. Hopefully i do well this time..
Then must concentrate on my DRIVING exam!

I know i am capable of doing it  ALL MYSELF!
I will do it!

No matter how much i get hurt and upset i will never change! Its just me, i was brought up like that..
Why is it always me? When will i wake up and stand on my own legs?

;)))

Ana sucessfully fulfilled his vows today in tank road.. I wasnt there to see him, but my prayers were there and im sure..

My right hand is been very painful for the past two days.. Hate the feeling!

Exams are coming and i want to do very well than previous time..
I am sure i will be able to do it..

Another two more years of hard work, a Graduate! Cant wait!
Good job, a car of my own, a good life!
looking forward..

MY FAVOURITE SONG

The first time i heard this song was at the age of 14..
At that time i quickly practiced this song so hard just to sing for ana..
My first song that i sang for him..
 
Till now this song has taken a very high place in my heart..
The love between a brother and sister..
 
Today when i watched this, and the moment i heard u over the phone, i missed u so much ana..
 
Time is passing , years are going, but the love i have on u never change..
 
I love you BIG BROTHER!!